may ling. may ling

-Thursday, April 29, 2004-

I'm Leaving on a jetplane... don't know when i'd B back Again

heh.. this sOng is sO untrue of me. haha. cOs i knOw i am cOming back next tuesday! fOr yOur infO, if yOu dunnO where i am gOing, i am gOing tO thailand! and fOr yOur infO tOO... it's nOt missiOn trip la! [everyOne keep asking if it's missiOns..ha, so cute]. it's a leisure trip. gO there tO shOp, eat, sleep, shOp, eat, sleep and the viciOus cycle gOes On and On. heh. *muahahahahha

alrightey, it's 8.12am nOw. still in my bedrOOm, wOke up extra earlie sO that i can prepare my heart fOr the trip [hmmm, and alsO cOs my mum wOke me up again, she's always sO afraid that i oversleep... sO she always wakes me up like an hOur befOre the time i wanna wake up, tOO kuazhang le la!]. and alsO i wanna enjOy the cOmfOrt Of my rOOm and internet of cOs. oh nO... nO internet for the next 6 days???? this is ridiculous. argh.

will miss ya all!
E168: miss ya miss ya miss ya! i will be missing svc this week, sO me nOt missing in action okie... haha. if u miss me, sms me! i'm bringing one of my lines over, so it's up to ur discernment which one i brought. wahahahaha. if u're not sure, sms both lor. dun be a cheapo, wahahahahha.

Creativity: heh! u guys better study hard okie?? dun slack slack in tuition class hor!!!and of cos pray up yourselves lots and dun neglect ur spiritual life please! i'd be back soon! haaa... ryan, u realli wan a thailand pineapple ah? hahah

shuzhen: yoohoo! my partner in crime's not going with me? now we're 三缺一 le lor... luffing trinity for once is divided! the luffter's not gonna be that loud anymore... hmm nevertheless, i'd miss ya! dun let the love die off ya? haha, did u save that sms? i hope u did. hee. do sms me when u're free ya, u know which phone i am bringing. take care and dun overwork. ask for OT pay! when we're back, let's go munch againz... yay.

kelly: my dear sister kelly! wooo been so fun working with u for the past week or so? thanx for guiding me and taking care of me and entertaining me the best u could. i'm not acting quiet la... me just dun feel comfy to open up so fast in the presence of unfamiliar people.. haha. take care and remember to sms when u are bored, or fed up, or angry, or frustrated, or happy, or crazy... whatever. heehee. miss ya

mama and daddy and brother: i'm leaving home! hehe... i'd be back soon so dun miss me too much. hee. i'd miss mama's food and there's no one to wash my clothes for me or make my bed... ooooo. *sobz. i'd have to think of ways to settle my laundry... i dun wanna come back and wash everything at one go.... 6 day's of dirty clothes? that's madness. haha. thanx mum and dad sponsoring my trip. that's so nice! i feel so loved and blessed. thanx for everything.

elaine: thanx for the note! i haven't got it but i know it's gonna be a nice and sweet one... will get it from ian lim later when i see him. thanx for being such a nice sweet hyper crazy sista. wooo... u deleted my testimonial for u accidentally huh... will write u another when i am back? will come back with more ling gan. hee. take care

deborah: yooo study hard! come back le den we go chill again ya? will buy u pressies! haha...

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last night in singapore

sOOOO excited nOw. heh. i can gO thailand tOmOrO! yippee!

i've packed my bag n i'm all ready to go!

today's been a tiring day, brought my lappy to work and i haven't finished my grouptalks thingy. hmmm... spent some time discussing with sister joyce abt the new centre thingy and man, *headache. but i'm still excited abt the new program. i pray that everything will gO well, GOd is in control, not man. we'll just do our best and be led by the spirit!

today is eric's birthday! hehe, ivan got the boys to make some realli stinky stuff... 2 bucketsful of them! that's so yucky, how disgusting can they get. we gathered the boys at the balcony and we sang a birthday song to eric... and after that, we started the main highlight of the celebration. haha. it's soooo sitnky after they poured the thing on him! yucks! and we locked the boys on the balcony to play. haha. everyone kena in the end [of cos cept for me, kel and ivan]...

we had cg at 7pm and the ministry time was great. i cried [it's been long since the last time i teared in the presence of God]... i could feel the love of God so strong...

went back to tampines in ian's car and took a cab home after that... tmr's the big day. i can't sleep le la..

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-Wednesday, April 28, 2004-

Tea kills Rizzie tOO

i packed my bag last night! sO fun. i was rather reluctant tO dO it last night cOs i wanted tO push it as last minute as i cOuld, and feel the sense of great excitement *ridiculOus. but my mum was telling me since like 2 days agO tO start packing? and everytime she came intO the rOOm, she'd like "eh,which bag are yOu bringing?", i'd be like "the one i always use lOr"... and still, she'd dig out 2 big bags frOm nOwhere fOr me tO use... and the next time she came in, she'd ask me other stuff like "hOw mani sets of clOthings u bringing?", "dO u need tO buy this/that?", "aiyO the weather there sO hOt...", "hOw mani peOple gOing?" [this is the ULTIMATE QUESTION, cOs she's been asking this SAME questiOn fOr at least 10 times and she is still asking...hahahaha]. and this is why i packed last night, tO stOp her frOm wOrrying that i have nO time tO pack and frOm tinking that i am a kid whO dOesn't knOw hOw tO pack. haha. well, the pRoblem [or is this a prOblem at all?] with mums, their child will always be a child! *i'm nearly 23. ohyea, i'm still yOung! yippee!

and in my excitement, i made a grave mistake of drinking instant teh tarik. i'm caffeine-intolerant! one hOur later, i was in my super-high mOde in my brain, but my bOdy was sent intO tOtal lethargy. this cOnflict between mind and the bOdy is the main reasOn that makes me sO super duper tired and wOrn out after i take cOffee or tea [heh,sounds so scientific...hee]. and yes, i am tired nOw. its 7.51. i fell asleep [finally] last night at 3am plus.. and wOke up by my mum at 6.44am [i planned to wake up at 7.15am] cos she saw the alarm clock has stopped moving and she exclaimed and woke me up. *mum, i use my hp alarm... not the alarm clock.

tOday/night is the last day/night i'd be in singapOre! heeeeee.... oh man, so excited! but i'd miss my mama lOts! i'd miss cg, service, everyone!!

will be attending tOnight's s23 cellgroup. wOoOoO.. very long since i last attended other people's cg meeting.

NO MORE COFFEE/TEA FOR ME. IT'S REALLI MAKING ME SICK.

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-Tuesday, April 27, 2004-

gOOd mOrning!

i wOke up at 9.19am! wOnderful sleep! hehe. actualli it's cOnsidered earlie tO me tOO. imagine that i used tO sleep like until 11 or 12? well, that's still nOthing cOmpared tO my dear friend whO can easily sleep til 2 or 3 ... heh, shall nOt say whO she is. make a guess? hahahaha

last night i dOwnlOaded a new ringtOne from samsung fun club! wOoOoOo! quite cOOL. heh. actualli wanted tO dOwnlOad 'clOcks'.. hmm... that'd be my next target.

i'm having a 'hangOver' frOm the cOffee yesterday! *headache. this is sO kuazhang!

hmmm...gOnna plan my day well. especially since i'm doing work at home today... tend to be more slacky. i'm leaving .... On thursday!! wOoOoOoO! please pray fOr me! and pray that i can buy lotsa things! heh....

okie..today.. i'd be doing this
*TRY to complete my workstuff
*Worship God! [yay]
*Change guitar strings [if there's extra time..wahahah.]
note:remember my previous call for kind sOuls to help me change strings? i've got 3! haha... egan,elaine and gary... thanx sOOOOOO much! but i'm tOO tied up with my schedule, no time to even bring the guitar out. opps.
*Pack my bag for the thailand trip
*Plan my shOpping list [OoOoO i love this part]
*call Singtel to check my autOrOam status
*fOllOwup
*read my bible [i've got a new ampified bible! so yummiz]

that's about all i hOpe. hee.

**Shuzhen: OoOoOo.. heh.. we've been sO bad these days hahaha. nOtti nOtti nOtti. take care of yourself when we're away! sleep before 12 k! kelly will be watching over u... hahaha.
**Elaine: ha! u wan black straws, thai apples and black toothbrush [there is! i've seen them before!]... sO how about black apples? oooo that'd be so interesting. anyway, u take gOOd care of yOur apple-self, will miss yOur hyperactivity, apple-madness... talk tO yOu sOOn!
**Creativity: take care of one anOther okie? heh, will miss one service with u guys... i'd miss singing fOr service tOO... and all the best fOr yOur exams... study hard and dun give cheekiOng a hard time on sunday during tuitiOn k! please bring yOur bOOks! esp. charmaine, jOhn, cedric and ryan! dun lemme hear that u all never study during the last 30min hor! haha. love ya lots.
**everyOne: [sings]i'm leaving on a jet plane... dun noe when i'd be back again... hah. will be back on 4th. praise the LOrd, my phOne has autOrOaming. TRY nOt tO call me, unless u miss me sOOOO much that U can't gO On without hearing my vOice. [hahahahahahahahah!]. U can sms me thO! i'd reply u! haha.

alright, time to start work. luv ya lots.

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-Monday, April 26, 2004-

coffee kills rizzie

was sO tired tOday! i drank 2 cups of cOffee. that was bad! started tO feel giddy, headache, body temp gOing up [sOunds like when i drank beer last time..wahahah] it's sOOOO unfair! i lOve cOffee but i can't drink it! unfair!

OOoooo, kelly made me dig intO the rubbish bin tO find the receipt fOr her... sO durh!

@nite, we went to buy stuff... i was trying to pull out a tOOthbrush and opps... another toothbrush came off and fell into someone's shopping basket! haha so durh. i kept luffing cos it's so corny, while shuzhen took it out. wahahahah.

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-Sunday, April 25, 2004-

a day of travelling, cab-taking, lift-taking and stairs climbing

i went for visitatiOns with kelly, sheena and ivan tOday! it's sO tiring! haha...

i'm brain dead. super dead. ha. sleep time.

catching my flight to dreamland now. dun stop me please. woohoo.

oh yes... befOre i fOrget.

ANYONE WANNA HELP ME CHANGE MY GUITAR STRINGS???

haha, this is dumb, but i need help! i've bOught the strings, but i have nO time, and am tOO lazy tO change it myself. *wahahahahahahah. let me knOw if u're that kind sOul. *heeeez

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-Saturday, April 24, 2004-

Thank You Jesus! You're Everything to Me!

i slept at like 4 plus last nite? i can't remember... i didn't check the time befOre i slept. shOws hOw eager i was tO enter intO dreamland. U shOuld have seen me yesite! i was a burning zOmbie! haha. was tired, and my face was all red [which happens when i dun have enOugh sleep i guess]. and yes, my hair was in a mess.

elaine came Online realli late last night tOO and i had a gOOd chat with her. funnie, creative and realli lively gal. at 4am? she's Hyper. Active. Very.

i still have one wish: please let me grOw yOunger everyday! haha. when i gO to heaven one day, i must ask GOd why we grOw older and nOt yOunger.

tOday's saturday! 5 mOre days tO the thailand trip. did i mentiOn that everything's confirmed le? and gOtta pay abit mOre. i'm gOnna miss my mama. yestie was telling nana that the night befOre we fly, i cannOt gO her place tO overnight cOs i'd miss my mama and cry.

very inspired by elaine's blog... she leaves messages for her friends. that's sO sweet. me gOnna dO the same tOO.. heh. steal her cOpyright. hee.

]]elaine: thanks fOr all yOur wOrds Of encOuragement. we may nOt talk alOt but u make me sOO encOuraged with every wOrd yOu give tO me! keep smiling, yOu bring sunshine tO peOples' lives.

]]nana: we're gOing thailand tOgether! knOwn yOu fOr as lOng as i had knOwn Jesus. this friendship hasn't been easy, but it has happened. thO the 3 of us are sO different, yet GOd has brOught us tOgether! always sO fun lufing with u guys... making nOise everywhere we gO,even in crOwded trains. u make up half Of the best friends i have. heh. get what i mean?

]]rara: and of cOs, u make up the other half. *hahah. u're sOO much yOunger den me, but we just click sO well! you've been a great friend, very encouraging and caring and telling me the truth even thO u knOw i might nOt like it, but that's what real friends dO isn't it? i thank GOd for sOmeOne like yOu whO pulls me out of my insanity. *muarks

]]kelly: gOt 2 knOw u better thru rara and thru our wOrk tOO. cOOl gal with a super cOOl [or daO?] lOOk. hehe, but she's realli nice, and realli funnie.

that's all fOr nOw. heh. needa gO prepare for church le. tataz

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wOoOoO, slept only 3 hours

last night i got home quite late after a failed attempt to pay our balance at golden mile for the trip to thailand [was sooo frustrated, i didn't want to leave the place!]. anyway, we went to eat at chomp chomp after that, the food is OK. i got home, relaxed for while and decided to sleep before i start on my work. i worked from 1 to 5am. *giddy.

i was practically a walking zombie today, tryin to keep my eyes open and my brains running. i had no choice, i was left with no choice, but to drink some coffee! sustained me for a few more hours, and sucked away my strength and my sense of balance. haha. i kept wanting to fall and can't stand properly. i nearly fainted! no more coffee and no more late nights... i hope. hehe.

by the way, it's 3.21am. let me sleep at 4am! not singing tomoro for children's church i think, haven't got my schedule yet, where's it?

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-Thursday, April 22, 2004-

nOt a sO gOOd day... feeling weird!

i'm tired. super tired today. i tink i'm going to bed le.

went to the library and grabbed 2 realli gOOd bOOks on parenting. will have tO work on these tmr.

today the boys are doing PT... ivan lead one... very siong wor!

book of isaiah, ... felt so physically tired but i still managed to pay attention, tho i was too tired to take down alot of notes. so hungry thru-out the seminar, i kept eating sweets... haha.

feel so sick now. the mifen i bought just now tastes to awful, i threw it away after a mouthful. *yux.

tmr will be going to golden mile to settle stuff ... finally! i need to rest le. alot of things to do tomoro morning.

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-Tuesday, April 20, 2004-

please pray fOr my mama

my mum nearly fainted just nOw. i think she fell dOwn in the living rOOm... cOs i was in the rOOm during that time. and she had to lie dOwn and she lOOked so pale and haggard. *wOrried. i didn't knOw what tO dO at all. the one whO's been taking care Of me everyday, my everything is nOw lOOking so frail and weak. i feel so helpless and i am scared. please pray fOr my mama tOgether with me. i pray she'd be strOnger everyday. i believe my Father in heaven will prOtect her.

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Changes in the Thailand trip

yes, the flights and accOmmOdation were bOOked for 29April - 5 May. but late last night arOund 1am, den i realise that things are nOt gOing right at all. baObaO din knOw that we bOOked the hOtel fOr him. baObaO tinks the trip's tOO lOng, and there's nOthing fOr us tO dO there fOr 7days... weisiOng needs tO cOme back earlie fOr his pOly enrOlment... *headache. right there and then, i wanted to find ian to discuss with him but he was busy, weisiOng was busy tOO and tOld us "tO settle it". it's the first time i'm dOing sOmething like this and i felt sOOO stressed. i tOt i was gOing to breakdOwn, but baObaO [whO was On the fOne with me then..] was singing away and sOunded realli relaxed. why am i sO stressed Out??? ian called me back at 2am and i was On the verge Of tears, he sOunded realli relaxed tOO and tOld me he'd call the agency the next mOrning tO change the flights and all... i didn't sleep well at all..

thank GOd, we changed the flights to 29April - 4May. just One day earlier actualli... *duh. but better then nOthing.

first day at teen challenge

we started Off with wOrship and prayers... and had a meeting til 1.30pm. i was realli tired, but thank GOd i managed to stay awake and alife during the meeting. they're realli funnie, but i guess i need mOre time to fit in. *i'm shy! haha

went for lunch at V8... wOOO ate the baked rice there. i can't finish it cOs it's sOOO filling! hmmm..sinful cOs it's realli Oily, nOt tO mentiOn the cheese tOO. after that, we walked arOund tO find stuff fOr the new centre at payalebar... i'd be statiOned there mOst prOllie... ooooo.... we went to Ikea.... cOOOOl! i must gO back there to get a new set of drawers...nO mOre stOrage space here!!

i'm deadbeat nOw. i feel like sleepin, but i still have lOads of wOrk tO dO. cOme back fOr mOre updates... and guys, tag my bOard tO shOw u've been here... and make me happie tOO. haha

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-Monday, April 19, 2004-

Thailand Trip Confirmation

it's a lOng and tiring day. and it's a day i wOke up real earlie ... first time since like 1 mOnth plus agO! *wOw.

weisiOng wOke me up at 7.10am! *sO cruel. he was meeting me 8am! i dun need 50min tO get ready lOr! *sulk. and he was late. *amazed. i gOt all ready at 7.30am sO i decided tO take a slOw walk tO the bus stOp and wait fOr him. i waited frOm 7.45am tO 8.10am.. i tOt he lOst his way! *haha. asked him why he wOke me up sO earlie and he said he tOt i needed to makeup... *lame.

we had breakfast and he ate alOt!! *amazed. hOpe he eats mOre and puts On mOre weight. *haha.

in the afternOOn, ian ian, nana, baObaO and me went to lavendar tO settle all the passpOrts things... siOng can't extend his passpOrt cOs he needs tO gO persOnally...

after that, we headed fOr gOlden mile [again]... spent like 3hours plus there to book everything! i am sOOO braindead nOw. sOO tired... finally it's dOne! yes!!

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Sunday

ooo i woke up on time today and made it nicely in time to meet alvin and cheekiong to practice guitar. cellgroup was great, the sermon power wor! about friendships. hee

after cellgroup, we went to admiralty mac, n211 was there too. i just relaxed there, and crapped with some of the members. heh... in a humorous and crappy mood today and it was fun talking to the cck girls. like never realli fellowshipped with them before... they're realli adorable people.

after that, nana and i headed for CWP and we did a serious discussion about the thailand trip... everything's unsettled yet and my excitement was overwhelming me. and this excitement is taking up my energy! spent the evening discussing with the rest about the trip and we still can't decide on our transport. and weisiong and cedric wun be with us most of tomoro, so it's realli up to me,nana and ian to settle everything tmr, including the passports. my beloved brother will be applying for a supp card for me, hopefully can make it in time for my trip. even if it doesn't, i can keep it as a souvenir. cool idea.

i'm realli tired now, physically and mentally. about the trip lor!

but i felt realli fresh in my spirit today, especially after i talked to sister sherling last night. just a brief talk, but i feel refreshed just by talking to her. think i must talk to my leader more... sometimes i dunno how to explain how i feel to her, but things just get into place after the talk. amazing right? that's the anointing the leaders have i suppose. it's God!

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-Sunday, April 18, 2004-

Children's Church!

i overslept! suppOsed tO reach church at 10.45am... but i wOke up at 9.40am! i remember i set the alarm fOr 7.45am... but.. what happened? anyway, i jumped up frantically and rushed to get ready. make up and all, i ran Out Of the hOuse Only to realise i fOrgOt my handpHone, my rubberband [fOr my hair] and tissue paper! ahhh..

sOOOO late! nO chOice but tO On call a cab and it cOst me 20bucks. *heartache.

children's church was a gOOd experience. i was abit blur but thank GOd the BVs there are nice and helpful! finally knOw whO is yOngguang nOw, the Other culprit guilty Of calling me "the fake jOanne". and he insists i lOOk like jOanne, durh.
the church audi is sOOO cOld! i was shivering all the way i was standing there fOr sOundcheck. brO j was very welcOming, hehe, sO glad he remembers my name. *heh

the real thing is tOtalli cOOl! the kids are sOOO hyper and we needa cOunter their hyper-ness. haha. it's fun and it realli tOOk lOtsa my strength. i almOst lOst my breath lOtsa times... i was sOOO inspired by the kids, they're sOOO excited!

i'm sOOO tired nOw... turning in for the night le. *muarks

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-Saturday, April 17, 2004-

Overnight Prayer Meeting

went fOr Overnight prayer meeting at church. it's nOt realli Overnight tO me... hehe, cOs i onli stayed from 11.30pm to 1am. nOt that lOng actualli. the praise was great, we sang like 6 songs?? cool. charged up.

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Makan SessiOn @ Geylang!

as yOu knOe, the Outing to East cOast was cancelled... but nOthing can stOp me! haha. i spent mOrning wOrshipping the LOrd and went Out to meet nana at arOund 4pm at Orchard. i bOught anOther pair Of jeans [i had Onli One!] at Strawberry Gallery! i alsO bOught a small bag, fOr Outings and sHopping trips!

we den tOOk a cab dOwn to geylang, suppOsed to pick up cedric and weisiOng On the way, but sOmething crOpped up, so nana and i headed dOwn for geylang first. met up with kelly and rara. cedric and siOng arrived in a shOrt while. we ate beef horfan, and sOme dimsum [pOOr nana can't eat cOs she dun eat prawns!]. after that, we crOssed the rOad tO the tau huey shOp. i onli drank the tau huey water and ate some bread-like looking thingy, which doesn't taste very fantastic lOr. haha

after that we went tO take bus hOme. weisiOng and i tOOk 62, the rest tOOk 67 i tink and cedric walked back to kallang tO take train. weisiOng taught me hOw tO play this praise sOng which gOes "i've gOt a dream...straight frOm heaven.." ooo so blessed. hOpe he learn mOre stuff and teach me mOre stuff tOO! yay!

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-Thursday, April 15, 2004-

warm days! when will they gO away??

these days had been warm! *sulk

and it's hOt just sitting dOwn here and typing away. i wish it's cOOl nOw... like australia and the UK... winstOn's in lOndOn right nOw enjOying himself! and xiaOyun's gOing tO japan sOOn.
i wish i am sOmewhere Out of singapOre tOO.

had planned fOr an Outing tO east cOast tOday but everything's cancelled
[as usual]. and i dOn't like this. everytime we plan sOmething, sOmething's bOund to happen. and it's getting On my nerves. realli feel like crying just nOw.

dO u knOw hOw it feels?
u've been planning tO dO sOmething fOr sO lOng and u're anticipating it [and pls remember it has been cancelled a few times befOre], and it's Only less than an hOur away frOm the meeting time, and it's cancelled?
u knOw hOw it feels?
i'm nOt blaming anyOne [nO One's tO blame anyway..], i just dun like it when things like this happens. and it affects my entire being. nOt just my mOOd, but alsO my entire perspective Of myself as a persOn. sOunds deep? nOt at all. in lay-man terms, it makes me feel lOusy. fOr awhile.

i'd be fine. i need my Daddy in heaven nOw. *sOb. gOing tO pray nOw. bye.

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bOOk of Isaiah... Part 2!

oooooo! i met xiaOyun at pOlar [a cafe at citilink]... we fellOwshipped and talked fOr a while... realli a very shOrt while, den i gOtta gO dOwn tO bOOn lay and meet zixiu and regina fOr dinner... happened to see renanana... but she wanna gO pet shOp [again!]. [sO scared Of gOing pet shOp with her]. we didn' gO with her in the end, cOs we needa have dinner den repOrt fOr chOir le. went to eat at the basement fOOdcOurt.. ate chicken pOrridge cOs i dun wanna be tOO full befOre i sing.

chOir didn't sit On stage tOday! sat at the side step, for the first half. the secOnd half, i went tO squeeze with n211. ha! my cg jOn bOught fOOd for us [e168]... oooooo sOOOO sweet!

after the bible study, it was very late le... sOOO i tOOk sengkang bus hOme. hmm.. tOnight nO jianfeng and shixiOng, Oni weisiOng. haha. great, someone to make me luff on the way home...

tOmOrO we're gOing cycling! with nana and rara lor... den at night gO geylang and makan. yay! lOng time nO gO le lor...

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-Wednesday, April 14, 2004-

sleepy day

wOOOO sleepy dae! i almOst cOuldn't wake up this mOrning! i slept quite earlie last night if i din remember wrOngly...

den... went Online... sOmething happened and i decided to change my bible study tO tOmOrO instead. sO i lOgged Off the net at abOut 5pm, wanted tO gO jOgging... hehe. but gues what? i went to my bed and fell asleep. until 7pm! i still remembered that in my sleep, i badly wanted tO get up but i felt strengthless... think i was dreaming... haha.

had my dinner, and i gOt a call frOm sister sherling... gOt sOme stuff tO dO... sO i wOrked On them while chatting with sOme pals.

feel so sad nOw. gOt tO knOw sOme news... i dunnO why but it makes me sO sad and i'm crying nOw. i'd be Okie.

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-Tuesday, April 13, 2004-

new lOOK!

again! my blOg's gOt a new lOOk! been sOOO lOOng since i last designed a new lOOk. hmm.. this One i spent like 2 hOurs dOing, sO it lOOks Okie i guess. next time gOt mOre time and better mOOd den dO a beta One.. haha

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-Monday, April 12, 2004-

tOrmented by nana's shOpping frenzy!

wOke up at 6am by my alarming handphOne alarm... reached sengkang interchange at abOut 7.20am and weisiOng and i tOOk 80 to kallang... actualli we planned to rest On the way there, but we ended up talking all the way. met cheekiOng and yOngkang at kallang mrt and we wanted tO eat breakfast but macdOnald's was sOOO super packed! we tOOK a cab tO leisure park [wanting to eat BK] but there's nOthing Opened there! dejected, hungry, tired and sleepy, we went tO indOOr... hehe. well, we met up after praise and wOrship and went back tO leisure park tO makan. i Oni ate cheng teng cOs i was sOOO thirsty and nOt hungry anymOre.

after that we walked back tO indOOr again and we sat at the staircase tO talk... it's sOOO funnie, cOs weisiOng was the One talking mOst Of the time and it's sOOO entertaining. haha. we were sOOO tired le, but weisiOng kept On being sOOO energetic and talking alOt... alOt of crap tOO. hehe.

after the service, nana and i went tO parkway with sis sher. nana brOke her slippers lOr... den have tO search high and lOw fOr shOes... after that we went tO Orchard and sis sher went hOme.

nana is mad tOday.

she's sick but she cOntinued shOpping! i was so tired le! and she still went On... i was almOst cOllapsing when she was dOing her manicure... den we had tO take a cab back cOs she was very sick and she's feeling sO cOld...

when i gOt hOme after sending her...i cOllapsed On my bed for 2 hOurs and wOke up, realising that sis sher had left and sms tO ask me tO dO retentiOn repOrt... haha, thank GOd i made it in time to send tO brO gabriel.

must sleep le...very tired.

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-Sunday, April 11, 2004-

Easter Service!

i'm sOOO tired! tOmOrO gOtta sing fOr service! bOth tired but excited. this is what i call stretching! hehe. tOday serve in cellgrOup, take care Of friends and attend service [seldOm gOt chance tO praise and wOrship Off-stage]. tOmOrO minister as a chOir member! dunnO what tO wear tOmOrO, realli pray fOr the anOinting tO cOme uPon me tOmOrO mOrning when i chOOse clOthes.

i went tO causeway tOday and quickly bOught 2 tOps fOr chOir tOmOrO and sweets fOr new friends... met up the members and friends and it was sOOO chaOtic! all the friends like dun wan tO mOve liddat... expected, but realli cannOt understand why. On the bus, gwyn and i had a hard time trying to cOunt tOtal number of peOple On the bus!... headache ah!! cOunt until wanna reach indOOr stadium le den settle...

anOther chaOtic situatiOn when we reached indOOr... nO seats! tOO mani peOple! cannOt use handphOne cOs Of netwOrk prOblems [always happens On bigdays cOs EVERYONE is calling, calling, calling]! i went in...shuzhen called me tO say she bOOked One rOw fOr me... but when i gOt intO the place, i can't find her. sO my members were stranded, left On their Own tO lOOk fOr their Own seats... den me gOtta run Out tO meet kenneth. cles came tOday!! yippee! kenneth bluffed me saying she cOuldn't cOme tOday! sO happi she came and we had a gOOd time chatting befOre the service started.

service was gOOd. nice setting, nice praise and wOrship, nice drama! it's sOOO funnie! adrian sang the Jesus-versiOn Of she bangs...haha. it was gOOd. cannOt deny that he's talented and bOld. i lOved the Jesus and the gOOd thief scenes. always sOOO tOuching. brO zhisen very talented and anOinted tOO. i remember the Other time he acted as the shOrt shOrt guy in the bible [i dunnO hOw spell the name...starts with Z...], i felt sOO tOuched and the presence Of GOd sOOO strOng! this time alsO. esp the last scene when he met Jesus in heaven and they hugged... i felt like crying.

after service, cles and kenneth abandOned me. suppOsed to gO makan but they gO by themselves! sO me went with sis sher's friends, we walked all the way to kallang airpOrt de hawker centre tO eat. sister sher's friend, khim, is very funnie! realli enjOyed talking tO her. machiam Old friends like that.

after that, i went hOme with weisiOng, weiming and terrence... den kena spOt check by pOlice. sOOO weird!

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-Saturday, April 10, 2004-

what is my heart realli made Of?

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wOke up by my mum this mOrning... and realised it's already 10plus... last night i slept late again.

it's saturday already! *mixed feelings. am i ready fOr this day? have i have enOugh friends cOming fOr the service? give me anOther week? it's all tOO late cOs saturday is here and i'm in it! *Opps. just let me dO my best!

hee... anOther headache is, i dunnO what to wear! althO i'm nOt On duty tO sing tOday, i still feel stressed abOut what to wear. tOmOrO i'm singing, what shOuld i wear?? what what what? fOrmal and sharp. fOr tOmOrO. i saw a nice fOrmal tOp at far east last night but it's wee bit Over budget sO i didn't even try. and saw a nice handbag [which i desperate need One] and it's Over budget tOO. i'd just have to endure... fOr anOther mOnth i hOpe.

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NR6

nOw i knOw i have nightrider hOme... haha. NR6!

earlier this day had been bOring! debOrah asked me if i wanna gO Out... sO we met up at Orchard at abOut 8pm and we went far east [saw baby tan there...]... anOther empty trip [as in, we didn't buy anything, except fOr pair Of earrings]...

see my earrings!

we met brOther eugene and darelene and anOther guy frOm her zOne @ swensens [they're gOing tO makan there... me and deb were heading fOr cineleisure]. 原来1 sister sher and brO tOny and sOme Other leaders frOm pastOr aries zOne were On the way tO meet them tOO... we waited fOr quite lOng and they still haven't arrived [没缘分 meet sis sher, sO deb and and i went Off tO cineleisure first].

wanted tO makan at lips cafe, but sOOO mani peOple [and we saw estella and eugene there]! den we went dOwn... wanted to gO buttercup cafe, but i felt it's quite bO tO gO there since we're gOnna leave sOOn... sO in the end, we ended up at BK, eating mushrOOm swiss.

very full ye! den went back to swensens tO lOOk fOr the leaders [cOs deb's newspapers are with brO eugene]... guess what, everyOne [brO tOny, sis pei'en, sis jO, sis meiyi, sis margaret, darelene, brO eugene, and the guy i dunnO the name and anOther sista i alsO dunnO da name... ] was there except sister sher, cOs she went to the ladies! wah, realli nO 缘分 tO see her liddat. haha. but deb and i went tO the ladies tO lOOk fOr her. haha. mOral Of the stOry? "make things happen la!"

after that deb and i walked tO sOmerset... den when i was crOssing the rOad... guess what? i slipped and fell dOwn intO the 求婚 pOsitiOn, right in frOnt Of 2 caucasian guys! argh. thrOw face! haiz... but i kept luffing lOr... and the guys kept asking me "are yOu Ok? are yOu Ok?"...

den miss the last train tO dhOby ghaut! thank GOd for nightriders... it's even faster den train lOr! shuzhen talked tO me all the way hOme... haha. thank GOd for sistaz like her! haha

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-Friday, April 09, 2004-

nOstalgia

feeling nOstalgic tOday. bOred, but i dun feel lyke gOing out. just feel like sitting here... listen tO some ballads and dream On.

i just gOt hOme nOt lOng agO frOm my gOd grandmama's wake. it's just in the same neighbOrhOOd sO we just tOOk a feeder bus there. saw my gOd granddad... he's sO Old nOw... 80 Over years le... my gOd grandmama passed away yesterday mOrning after she fell dOwn. she wasn't sick, she just passed away cOs Of that fall. my mama said it's better nOt tO die of sickness... i felt sad for gOd grandmama. i'm nOt very clOse tO her, but i felt that i did nOt reach Out tO her and share the gOspel with her befOre she passed away... and i feel... lOst. suddenly, the reality abOut heaven and hell is sO real tO me and it scares me.

later i'd be gOing Out with debOrah [my chOir fren! and she's brO eugene's cg helper..]... finalli! we've been planning tO gO and chill fOr sOO lOng! that alsO means we gOtta dO Our calling Outside le! but it's Okie, Once in a while... what's mOre, we can mOtivate each Other tOO. reminds me Of tuesday's sub-zOne calling... effective wOr!

jOhn mayer's On my media player nOw... his vOice is sOOO sOOthing... and his guitar skills is O-sOOO-cOOL. rOk On jOhn!

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i'm lOst...sO lOst...

suddenly i feel weird all Over. cOme and save me, herO. haha.

my mind is gOing all Over the place...i can't decipher what's in my mind. suddenly, the me nOw is nOt the usual me anymOre. i can't understand myself anymOre. i seem tO have becOme a tOtalli different persOn. am i clarise? Or sOmeOne else?

i need tO get away and tink and pray and seek GOd. i need tO cOme to terms with myself and with GOd. i wanna knOw what kind Of persOn i realli am nOw... and whO i will becOme. i wish i can just give tO GOd the remOte cOntrOl Of my life and ask Him tO cOntrOl me. but it's nOt gOing tO happen, cOs GOd is nOt a cOntrOlling GOd and He gives everyOne of us a chOice.

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-Thursday, April 08, 2004-

new lOOk!

not me, it's my blOg, if u realised!

just changed the cOlOr... and added a bOx fOr my pics.

Oh.. i'm realli mad Over pictures! ahhh.... haha.

i'm tired le... gOing tO bed sOOn.

my gOd grandmama juz passed away this mOrning... nOt Of any sickness, but cOs she fell dOwn. i still can't get Over the shOck that she passed away so suddenly. tOmOrrOw i'd be attending the funeral. it's gOOd friday tOmOrO.

tuitiOn

tOday i went tO give tuitiOn at jurOng west... sOmewhere near my church. i'm standing in fOr ian ian's friend actualli... cOs she's busy with sOme children's church thing... sO i went tO help Out fOr this tuitiOn thingy [i dO get paid by the way!]. the place is nOt bad, it's at an RC, aircOnditiOned sO it's cOOling, thank GOD!

the children... are like mOnkeys! argh. sOOOOO nOtti, sOOOOO rOwdy. i just remained my cOOl all the way. nO pOint trying to fight their nOises. i just maintained my cOmpOsure and put On an 'unchanging face' tO shOw my stern-ness and seriOusness. it kinda wOrked and i endured thru the 3 hOurs. i left the place with a bad headache and extreme exhaustiOn... i sms kenneth that i can't meet him tOday [actualli agreed tO gO tO his Office after the tuitiOn but i'm realli tOO exhausted. i'm realli sOrrie... sO i tOld him i'd gO supper with him after saturday's service [he's cOming! yippee!].

alrightey, guys, let's gO all Out fOr Easter! cOme On it's Oni Once a year!

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-Wednesday, April 07, 2004-

phOtO fanatic in actiOn... mOre new pics!

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hOw dO yOu sleep??

this is sOOOOO true Of me! ahhh... erm... i'm nOt nOsy la... juz curiOus!~
i can be a big spender, but i dun live in lack... i've a feeling rena shares the same sleeping pOsitiOn as me! haha

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-Tuesday, April 06, 2004-

hEaRtbRokEn

if U hAd wAtched the pAssion movie and u still haVe the hEart to sIn and lEt JeSus gO tO the CrOss fOr U aGain aNd aGain, yOu're nO bEtter dEn the SanheDrin whO cRuCiFied Him On the CrOss.

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EaStEr iS cOmInG lE wOr

flashes of the Passion movie kept coming to my mind and brought tears to my eyes... *sob. reaLLi caN't bEar to sEe DeAr JesUs die for mE oN thE cRoss bUt He did it aLL fOr mE, aNd U toO!

this weekend is EaSteR wor... so fAr i've gOt 4 fRens cOming, pRaiSe God! yestie, some of us sub-zone guys [me, nana, rara, kangkang, cecilia and her friend, dunnO wat's the name wOr.. nOel, bRo vIctOr] went to bRother GaBriel's sTudy cOrner to dO mAss cALLing ... fUn fUn!

aCtualli the caLLing wAs sUpposed to bE at cIty HaLL... sO nana and rara and me went there eArlie... [wanted to mEEt one of mY fRiendster Frens, yUmikO... bUt her lEssons kindA drag...]... deN bRo Vic called us 2 infOrm that the place changed to Tampines... dEn cAnnot meeT yUmikO le.

sO bAck @ tAmpines, wE wEnt tO sEE hAmster cAge... wE hAd a fUn time there imagining Ourselves as hamstErs and seeing whiCh cAge we'd like. den nana, bought the Space Station for pinky and brain [her 2 crazie hammies]... it's realli cyber looking, with nice plastic see-thru panels, a realli sophisticated slide, a bigger running wheel for her hammies to work out on, and a nice balcony-like looking area for them to chill out at night... no mAtter hOw cOOL it LooKs, iT's sTill a cAge! cOmeOn na, let ThEm Out fOr a rUn! bUy the lEash la!! and the haMMock for Them to rElax on! she alsO bOught chinchilla pOwder fOr them to bathe themselves.
aFter the caLLing... wE wEnt fOr dinner... was fAmished! gUess wat, i drank kOpi lOr... [i allergic to caffeine lOr...must be mad...]...den went hOme... den cannot sleep... den try to sleep hor... den giddy...den went o vomit out the coffee! argh... *yux

den the whole night cannot sleep...

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-Saturday, April 03, 2004-

The Passion of the Christ!

went to watch the Passion movie yesterday evening... it's sooo bloody... Jesus realli went thru so much to wash away our sins! u guys shld watch it! i kept crying and crying, cos it's so cruel! the people are crazy!

i'm not saying anything abt the movie here, watch it for urself to experience the love of God, and the passion of Jesus for us.

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-Friday, April 02, 2004-

I feEL sO bLOstED!

had another tiring day yesterday. Rena's first FREE DAY~ haha. she just quitted her jOb, so wE dEcided to gO hangOut and chill. supposed to mEet hER 2pm bUt i gOt a tUmmyAche sO i wAs lAte and sHe taLked tO the fishes in the aQuaRium whiLe wAiting 4 me... haha. i rEached arOund the sAme tIme as zHen.. 2.40pm. pOOr rEna...

sO we wEnt 4 lUnch fiRst... at mOs bUrger aNd i gOt mY uSual MOS dOg sET. *yUmmy. zHen tOOk tOO mUch cHiLLi and kEtcHup... nOt waNting to wAste them, tHey aLL eNded uP in mY bag... [rEAd ON!!]

my fave pic of the dAe!

me again!

shuzhen and me, looking cute!

chelle and nana...

me me me

ChElle caMe tO jOin Us N wE sTartEd 2 aCt cRazy aNd lUff... haha. tOOk lotsa pIcs, mAde lOtsA nOise 2. [wE mEt gLadys N mIchelle thEre too!]. lateR siOngsiOng came N wE aLL wEnt sHopping... dEn nOel cAme tOO. wOw... lOtsA peeeps.

aT aRound 6, wE aLL hEaded 4 dIff pLaces... siOngsiOng went tO YMCA 4 Bs... mE,Zhen N nOel went 4 Prayer mEEting... Nana haD to rOt aRd cOs shE watChing mOOObIe THE PAssION.

the pRayer mEEtiNg wAS gReat!! hEE...brO viC sUddenly aSk mE 2 pLay the pRaise sOng n it cRashed...hehe. tOO fasT! wrOng stRumming! *muahahah. embaRassiNG! sO brO viC eNded tHe mEEting wIth aNother pRaise sOng iNstead... hEE.

we tOOK caB w nOel to Orchard... zHen & i wEnt mAkan at sWensen's. the chiLLI theRe is teRRble... gUess what?? wE Used the cHiLLi frOm MOS bUrger!! haha ......bUt eaTing there wAs a bIg mIstake. wE burnt bOth Our pockets. we can't sPend mOney fOr the nExt feW days Le. N... we'Re mOst pROb caLLIng off Our sTay @ sEntOsa... *sob.

i wAited 4 siOng At cIneLeisure [cos he gO mOOObie tOO], dEn wE weNt bAck 2geTher wIth rEid cOs hE stay sEnKang tOO [hE stAy veRy nEar mE!]... hmm i sEnt thE bRotheRs back ye...cOs tHe UnCle gO seNgkang dEn gO pungGol... sO fUnnie.

veRy tiRed Lor! tOnite my tUrn to wAtch The PaSSion... sO exCited...

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-Thursday, April 01, 2004-

Pictures: John's Farewell Outing

here's the pics of the full-day outing!!!
[just some of them tho... cos there's just too mani!]
this is JOHN