-Wednesday, October 08, 2008-

it is scary. to know that you're being watched almost every moment. be careful with what you say to people, cos there are 'ghosts' everywhere. and what you put on msn, cos the next moment, a friend will shoot you with a message on facebook.

i thought she is a friend. but i think she never treated me as one, all along both of them had been fake. what he promised, is fake. and her friendship, is also on the surface only. when i am no longer of use to them, they turn their backs. yes they may be rich in the money sense, but are they rich inside? i tink they're so poor. have they got real friends? not surprisingly, i heard people are just tolerating him.

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met up with faith last night at compass point. so long never see her already! later michelle joined us cos she had appointment at amk. luis and eugene came down after luis' appointment at nus. jacky and daryll also joined us. it was pretty interesting, from meeting just 1 person became a group of 7! went to hougang for food and drinks and chit chatted. really thankful for them all, i felt understood and i am not alone! think i haven't had such a kind of gathering with this group for very long already.. the last time we went out i think was to changi and we made jacky call smelly.

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