-Friday, June 30, 2006-

things aren't right

this week is so slow, and kinda draggy.

:(

anyway, july's coming. my birthday's coming too.

lemme tink.. my birthday gift wishlist:

.dinner at Secret Garden!
.ipod nano
.document bag that can hold my laptop and documents, and won't feel heavy!
.a Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet
.new dressing table filled with lots of cosmetics from Anna Sui, Shu Uemura, Paul & Joe, Ettusais, Dior, Chanel, Lancome... etc.
.lots of skincare products from Biotherm!!
.double eyelids
.longer, curlier eyelashes
.start my own business

heeeee :P

i jus wish i could be happier. i'm always looking for happiness. life is just too hard sometimes, and reality too harsh. people not too forgiving and forgetting. minds not too open. mentality too stuck.

"today is a wasted day, so was yesterday". well, i can choose not to feel this way. i took 2 days of my life to do what i chose to do. i should not regret the price i paid for it. i just took 2 good rest days :) saturday and sunday will be for my to make a difference in people's lives again.

i tink i wanna go to dhoby ghaut and buy some craft materials. i need to lay my hands on something to do. life's wasting away when my hands are at rest. hmmm! probably that's why i hate watching the tv,u dun work ur fingers, and switching channel's not counted!!!

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-Thursday, June 22, 2006-

oooooooooooooooooooooooo

it's been so so long since my last entry. almost half a year? i have been so busy with work and being lazy too. haha. well, just to continue from the previous entry, the batam tripw as seriously fun. i tink i'd go there again given another chance. the resoirt staff are so so frenly, they make u feel so family :)

this year had been pretty slow for me in terms of work. tink i am getting older! or lazier? hehe. but i do feel both.. i feel old.. turning 25 this year, but a part of me is still unable to accept this. *sad. dun wanna grow old.

this year had been very fast in terms of TIME! it really flies! oh man... next month is my birthday already lo. so so fast.. birthday gifts!

by the way, i dun like to eat curry puffs. i prefer sardine puffs.

i used to lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrve chocolates, but now not so much already, in fact i tink twice even before making myself a cup of hot milo.

coffee still makes me restless, and unable to sleep at night. i used to conclude that i can't drink coffee after 3pm. but now, it's even morning. i drank one cup at 9am and i can't sleep already. -_-""

i bought myself a Sony Vaio FJ68GP. happiness! but it's so heavyy, it kills my happiness. should have gotten a fujitsu, but still, i love VAIO.

i'm caught in my mid-twenties crisis. how? i'm losing sleep. i'm being lazy. i feel lethargic [sometimes when i lose sleep]. i'm craving for cheese baked rice at the hong kong cafe. i kinda wanna drink Swiss Miss but it might give me sore throat or pimples. i wanna declare a work-free week but it's dumb [i dun nid to declare to anyone, i'm self-employed]. i'm earning 3 times what i used to earn just one and a half years ago [when i was working someplace else] but i am still not contented! there's so many things i dream and long to do, but i dun dare to. i am just being silly now.

yesterday i was at china square sitting outside macdonalds waiting for someone. suddenly a man in green shirt came to me and asked "小姐,要不要算命?“ i said "不用,谢谢你。“he's not giving up, and he came again “你有做老板的命,但是你太胆小了,口才又不好。你在做事方面有男人的那种风格,所以可以很成功,可是不要老是为自己找借口。”partly true, partly not i guess. i am a boss myself now cos i manage my own time and business, i dun tink i am very timid ba. mayb i just tend to keep quiet and be cool-headed. but inside my mind is running and running, tinking and tinking. my口才不好? i tot it's pretty good, cos it's one of my weapons for work and source of income? hahaah. yea, i tink i am much more like a man in terms of achieving results, very straightforward, very direct. erm, yea, sometimes i give excuses to be lazy. wahahaha.

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