-Sunday, May 29, 2005-

time to work

after a month of happiness, rest, relaxing ang enjoying, it's time to work again. no more continuous leisure and fun! it's time to work work and work! hehe.

went for cellgroup today and the curry is v nice. hehe.

june onwards is gonna be reali stressful and i gotta be realli focused.

keep me in ur prayers! :)

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-Monday, May 23, 2005-

weekends are public holidays are wasted sometimes cos of irresponsible people

i shall not elaborate more on the above. it kills my mood.

anyway, in the midst of unhappiness, i am still very happie. contradicting right. that's the way somethings are. hehe.

sunday, jimmy and i went to causeway point [again!..] and we watched xXx2.. hmm, kinda predictable story line. i lost my hair clip inside the cinema... haiz. i tried looking for the same one today for can't.

today is vesak day holidae-in-lieu. hmm.. went to eat at swensens with jimmy today after his appointment at bishan. after that, went his house awhile den go home le. v tired today wor.

tomoro is tuesday le.. and oso 24th may le. last week of may. help!

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-Saturday, May 21, 2005-

star wars III

jimmy n i went to tampines after our appointments todae. bought tix for 8.45pm show den we went for dinner @ billy bombers! so long nv go there le. choco coke is yummie! :) after makan, jimmy summarised the star wars story for me cos i've never watched star wars before! it was reeli funnie, the way he told me the story.. n drawing pics to illustrate. had a good time luffing.. hehe.

surprisingly, i could understand the movie tho i've never watched the previous episodes before,n i enjoyed it tremendously. go watch!!

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-Thursday, May 19, 2005-

rainy days.

recently it's always raining. it's cooling... but it's pretty troublesome to travel ard in the rain. esp for me! cos i'm always travellin around.

this week.. hmmz. i guess i nid to spend some time to reflect again. things are not going realli well and i feel drained. i managed to bring back my focus after one week of 'holiday', but still, things are not realli happening. but den again, things are moving, just that results are not prominent. realli nid to reflect what have i done wrong.

looking forward to saturday. :P

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-Monday, May 16, 2005-

feelin insecure

hmm.. today i felt kinda insecure suddenly. felt heartache literally when i was doin my technical knowledge test in the afternoon. gotta wait til the weekends and find a solution.

i need to work harder this week le. no more 'holidays' for me? but i believe there's a way to work things out. work and spend time with him too.

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-Wednesday, May 11, 2005-

growing up

i must reeli grow up and take care of my emotional health le. been easily down sometimes n i know i affect the people around me. and it is not good! i dun wanna be an energy-sucker.. so i better buck up, smile and be an energy-giver!

i will learn to be happie and focus on the good things in life. 'everything happens for a good reason' and it is true.

these few days having rdshow at tampines.. honestly, i dun like rdshows, but now it has become part of my life reeli. so i just gotta do it and it's not tt dreadful anymore.

happy day.

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-Wednesday, May 04, 2005-

happiness is a state of mind

issit?
i dunno.

hehe.

been pretty confused, stressed up, feeling down, distracted, sad before yestie. but i guess i was too uptight abt some stuff.. alot of things in fact. my boss told me to get more exercise to relieve tt stress. cles oso. hehe. thx to cles.. she took me out for coffee n had a talk with me n she's reeli nice. heez. feelin' much beta.

hmm.. time to reeeli work hard. i tink i've been working v hard.. but i guess i nid to be more efficient n effective. if not, i reeli haf more things to worry n stress abt.

hmm last night i went to spotlight! bought stuff for our nike team for sports dae this fri. so excited!! :) i made armbands for everyone, n todae we 'painted' tee shirts in the office. hehe. nike team was creating commotion in ofc again. n yes, i just completed our flag!


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-Monday, May 02, 2005-

i believe you

i believe you

my couz sent me this link. it's a reeli touching love story. i cried as i was reading it.. pls read!

n i love this quote "love is a simple thing. it's either u love, or u don't. u can try everything, almost everything to prevent urself from loving, but it all boils down to this: either u love, or u don't."

it's so true.

yes, i can try everything, n i'm trying. but i still love. i'm one dumbass. n tho i know i'd still love, i'm still trying. dumber.

something happened to another couz of mine. was feelin sad n angry for her. feel disillusioned all of a sudden..

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-Sunday, May 01, 2005-

wat a dae!

today is abit.. aiz. i was bored so jio celine go and play badminton. we were v excited.. but.. when we reached, den realise woodlands sports hall badminton court under renovation.. den we went yishun sports hall.. fully booked.. den yishun cc, never open. argh! ended up we went to causeway point makan and chill.. 7plus den go home. :(

hmm nvm.

but i'm v happie today lo.

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stress!

starting to feel the work stress again. hmmm.. time to reeeli work harder but hv been lazy lately. how??? i dun like this...

nowadays reeli enjoy staying at home. hehe. yestie went out with my mum n bro for lunch at delifrance.. so long nv go out with them le! my bro's going to egypt next fridaae le.. i oso wanna go! :( but nvm, i haf to work hard now while i'm still young. anyway i'm gg thailand end of june. suddenly tot i shld go earlier.. end of june is like so long away.. but den my bro can't. so i just gotta wait.

todae is sundae lo. sorry yunz.. i know i'm so lazy! sundae is so hot. ltr shld be going out to buy stuff den go for appointment.. den go home? aizz.. tink my life is getting boring. or issit just getting simpler?

my bro recommended me a reeli nice song by F.I.R.. it's called "You Make Me Want to Fall in Love". soooo nice. i dun haf the lyrics lo. heez.

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