-Sunday, November 30, 2003-

having mixed feelings now. i've never realli liked camps before (cos it's tiring, dirty, i'm gonna miss my bed and my personal bathroom!) but right now i feel so excited! haa... i'm one of the team leaders for this camp and i need to be charged up so that i can lead the group well!! ohya, and i'm one of the guitarists for the camp too, will be playing for both morning devotions... yippee...so exciting.

had a hard time deciding what clothes to bring... tot i have very little tee shirts... turned out that i have alot at home! so tempted to bring everything over, but my bag so heavy now!! brought like 5-6 sets of clothes...

today we had tang yuan cellgroup! haha, ate tang yuan after cg... cool ok! i like the peanut one... *yumz. after that we went to causeway point to get stuff for camp... i bought a tee shirt and a pair of sandals. dunno tonite can sleep anot!!!
tmr gotta wake up real earlie... meeting my friends for breakfast at 6.45 at harbourfront!

alrightey, i won't be blogging for the next 3 days. i'd miss the net!!!!! argh.. internet fast!!

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-Friday, November 28, 2003-

*yawn

*eyes can hardly open

*tears coming out

clariz screams: "I'm so sleepy!!"


todAe so lOng DaE!

was late for work cos i couldn't hear my alarm and quan soon didn't gimme morning call!! *diao. was given a short lecture by my boss...

today i was so zombie-ish... felt worse den last wednesday (when i came to work straight after chalet)...

i was so happy when i knocked off! i went down to city hall to meet my members for the zone camp briefing... i sms them that i'd be at burger king... guess what happened??? i tot usually if u're to say city hall BK, u'd automatically tink of the one at raffles city shopping centre?? only one came to look for me at BK, 2 went to Suntec and another one to marina square!!!!!!! why so blur one... *diao

after the short briefing, i went to meet xiaoyun to practice guitar for zone camp... we went to her office at IBM Tower, so fun! Gwyn was there too, so we went to makan together after that... carter also came to join us cos he working in dat area also... the mee goreng very nice, but abit too hot, now having tummyache... *sobz

eh, i very tired la. *sleepy eyes

still gotta do pamphlet... but quan soon say no need... so must i do or not??? beta do, beta do...

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yippee!!!

boss is on 1/2 day leave! so morning can relax abit... not so stress.

this morning i took cab to work! $11.80. why i take cab den he never come in the morning? when i late he come? *haiz

actualli i didn't have to take cab... cos i heard my alarm this morning and quan soon morning call me at 6.30am. *sigh. all my fault... i took to long to choose my top. really need to buy some new clothes le... later go!



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-Sunday, November 23, 2003-

it's the last day of the career fair!! happy cos it's been very tiring, but yet sad too cos it's been realli fun getting to know the guys in Asiaone. *sob. and it's realli nice getting to know shufang better these 3 days she's realli a very nice friend! realli hope that our friendship can continue to grow and blossom!

and of the other guys are nice too...like Muikiang,Dennis,Daniel and Sam... always see them around in the office but never realli talk to them until this career fair! they're actualli very funny... hiakz.

heh,now i'm at Pacific Coffee with Shufang, using the internet to type my blog. sianz, got time limit one, so i'm rushing this thing. haaa...we just knocked off from the career fair.... so now lazying around before going home...

will miss the days at careerfair...by the way,it's called "learning expo"... haha

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yesterday i had cellgroup outing, a group of us went to Far East Plaza to makan. fun! celebrated Yiqian's birthday... wah, she got alot of presentS! after lunch, we went to wisma... saw lewis at heng's cafe, went in to disturb him den my cg went to 'walk walk'...so squeezy!!! we were so tired of squeezing we decided to go cineleisure and bowl... but the queue was sooooo loooong!! so we went to yoshinoya to have a drink and fellowship instead...

carter, quansoon and kailun came at about 4plus and we went to BK... cos kailun was very hungry... den regina joined in after her work...she also hungry... these weird ppl all makan at weird time... lunch at 5?????

lewis came to join us for awhile during his break... haa, he's new nickname is ah heng...muahahahha...

after that we walked back to wisma with ah heng... he went back to work and the rest of us went shopping... lian joined us at 6plus (she bought me a tee from KL!) and we had a hard time deciding what to makan... finally went to Coffee Club Express... haa, nice lasagne... share with regina... *yummyz. oh and not forgetting the Crunchy Freeze (must try!)... thick chocolate drink... hiakz

after that continue shopping... tried on a lot of clothes but no money to buy also liddat... can only try for fun haaa... after that, we walked to cineleisure again and went to lips cafe... the rest ate, but i didn't feel like eating... so just sit there and see them eat... ah heng joined us after his work and all the crap start again. was so tired, so i just watch him crap... later terrence come join us... wah the group getting bigger by the hour...haaa... went home at abt 11 i tink...

it was a fun day for me... tho very tiring.

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-Friday, November 21, 2003-

see how owtar my lappy has become. must send for servicing le. the number 'nine' key cannot be used. so i dun have 'nine'. everytime i wanna log in to my email, i have to ask someone online to type a 'nine' for me, den i copy and paste. horrible right!!??

the 2 ctrl keys are also pulled out le... cos it's 'being held down' by itself. so everytime i try to type something, a weird window pops up. *irritated.

hiya, must be that time lor... i pluck out the keys to clean the keyboard. *sianz

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i am so sad!!! *wails.

the tickets are sold out.

why? why didn't i book the tickets earlier?

i was at the career fair at suntec today... was late again. so shufang and i ran to suntec city. it's realli fun today! mui kiang, shufang and me went to eat the porridge buffet for lunch. oni $7.50, so cheap! and so nice! *yumz.

my ezlink ran out of money when i reached punggol mrt, my purse was empty and my account is dry... so i had to walk home... when my legs are already so tired from the whole day of standing... when i reached home, my right calf was swollen. realli swollen, i couldn't walk properly i was limping around. but now it's better le... the swell has subsided. praise God!

tmr i work til 2pm, thank God...can go for my own svc. *smilez

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just came home an hr ago from the combine cg meeting at church. used chinese church hall... it's realli fun! the zone has realli grown alot... think at least half of the people i do not know them by name... the sermon was good too! the title is "Don't give Up on Your Dream" by Brother Gabriel.... the worship was Fantastic, it's a song i've never heard of before, but the presence of God came so strongly i just kept crying and crying... altho i was still very lack of sleep and my eyes were super painful, i felt very refreshed!

celebrated cedric's birthday, he was very happy! he sacrificed the chance to celebrate with his friends just to come for the zone game this afternoon and the zone meeting in the night... i'm sure it's worth it Ced!

there wasn't much to do at the office today, jean and i completed the last 3500 copies of job listings... den we went for lunch. after lunch, we headed for suntec city to set up the booth for the career fair from tmr til sunday. today's pretty relaxing... and we talked and laughed alot... *haaa. i tink the fair is gonna b fun.

i was very sad today at the pantry. something happened and i was quite affected for a few hours... realli felt like crying, but i decided to just let the matter rest. when i tink of it now, it's still quite 'traumatizing' but i dun feel so angry and hurt anymore. God heal my heart... *sobz

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-Thursday, November 20, 2003-

i really dun want to rub my eyes. but i can't help it. i keep feeling dat there's something inside my eyes tho i am not wearing my contact lens. now my eyes are so dry... there's abrasion around them cos of the rubbing... i regret rubbing so much. now it's realli hurting me alot. am i going blind???? issit some infection????

now my eyes are swollen... so red... *sob

actually i didn't want to go for choir practice tonight cos i was sooooooo super sleepy just now and also cos of my eyes. they realli feel as if blood is going to come out anytime.

but thank God i went, it's fun and i didn't feel so tired after all. met carter at tanjong pagar to go boonlay and met lewis there. these 2 guys... dunno why when they meet up with each other will generate so much crap...

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-Wednesday, November 19, 2003-

the chalet was fun! when i reached yesterday evening after work, the fire was ready...haha. best, which meant that i had food to eat le. hiakz. *sounds so gluttony. anyway, i can't realli take bbq food so i didn't eat much... but still ended up with digestive problems again. *sianz


we played treasure hunt in the room...my group is so innovative and yet disgustingly so. guess where we hid our 3 cards? one among the donuts... one INSIDE a loaf of KAYA BREAD... and one... (most yucky)... INSIDE the toilet dustbin among a pile of tissue papers that's been used to wipe the DIRTY TOILET FLOOR. we won of cos, thanks to the kaya bread.

after midnite, we had a night game...very fierce cos have to walk and run and scream and shout alot. very exciting and i was very scared cos of the darkness. hahaha. the game finished at abt 4am... after cleaning up and stuff, i slept at 4.30am and woke up at 6am to bathe and set off to work. i am a walking zombie now. lack of sleep. VERY.

still contemplating if i shld go for choir practice later. *eyes cannot open. tears coming out.

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-Tuesday, November 18, 2003-

i'm going for chalet later after work... thank God i'm not so tired today! hee... actually i wanted to sleep earlier last night, like 8 or 9pm so that i can sleep enuff to make up for tonight(there's Night Expedition so i can't sleep tonight and i have to work tomoro...)... but i couldn't cos my cell leader have not given me the songs that i have to play for the night meeting... after i have settled my stuff, it's already like 11plus... den Carter wanted me to hear a new tune, so i had a short audio conversation with him on MSN... den my connection kept having problems, was so irritated i logged off. went to bed and abt to fall asleep when the phone rang...

guess who? tot it's carter cos i logged off without telling him, but it turned out to be david... haa... told me abt what he did yesterday at KL... but i was too tired so had to hang up with him... mayb tonight can hear more from him...

no internet tonight... cos got chalet... *sob. will i have withdrawal symptoms? wahahaha

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-Monday, November 17, 2003-

i wasn't allowed to surf other sites during work... but here and there we'd 'sneak' into other sites to read stuff.. and this morning i was checking my blog and suddenly, my boss called me "Clarise!" from across the room. i got a shock and before i could even turn my head around, he continued "don't surf to other sites." in a very fierce tone. i could feel blood rushing up my face, i was so embarassed! imagine everyone in the room knew what happened. just felt so lousy.

somemore this morning i was late... i forgot to set my alarm last night. i woke up at 7.15am! supposed to leave at 7.30am every morning to reach on the dot, so it's obvious that i was going to b very late.

last night, david called me and we chatted for very long. quite an interesting guy, talks alot and very funny. he's going for mission trip to KL today... after that carter called and talked for awhile and i was very tired... put down the phone and fell asleep immediately, that's why i forgot to set my alarm.

tomoro is the cg chalet, but i can't join for the earlier part cos i did not manage to take leave... so can only join in the night. tonight must sleep early... if not i won't b able to tahan tmr night. i am not a person who can stay awake thru out the night. i'd be very zombie-ish after 1am... and i can just fall asleep in any position if i am realli tired. i remember once in JC during a camp, i was so tired, i fell asleep when i was standing upright... and i just fell backwards... thank God there's someone behind me and caught me... if not... well, sometimes i do fall asleep while standing in buses or mrts... but thank God i always wake up before i hit the ground.

hmm... i am so contradicting, i hate sleeping, yet i hate the feeling of not having enuff sleep. so should i sleep?

hmm... today must go home after work. cos today is monday, so must go home. was almost tempted to go out for fellowship. cannot cannot. ohya, i'm going on an internet fast soon. i'm addicted to the net le. and my mum is nagging and i am worried. *worried look.

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-Sunday, November 16, 2003-

this is the 3-inch Sasha bear! can get it for free if u register and upload your pic at www.1match1.com... eh, i'm not advertising for the website leh... cos the bear realli nice, so go get it and if u dun wan it, can give to me. wahahah. for girls only tho.... guys get a free mug instead. quite nice la.

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we had 2 new friends for cellgroup today, Jason and Andy. supposed to start cellgroup at 10.30am and end around 11.30am so that i can go for svc with them... however, we started late, at abt 11am... and we celebrated jason's birthday, so we kinda delayed and by the time cg ended, it's already 12.45pm! 15min to rush down to church, so we had to take a cab down. thank God we're not really late. just 5min late.

i didn't bring my guitar with me after cg... asked a member to bring home for me and bring to the chalet on tuesday. kinda miss my guit already~ sob

i thought that i would be very energetic for today's svc... but after praise and worship, i was very sleepy again... what's wrong with me? i tried to keep my eyes open, just like last night, i was very very sleepy. well, i'm not alone, the sister beside me was even sleepier den me. she was sleeping when Robert Ekh was preaching!! and everytime we're supposed to flip to the bible, she'd wake up, flip the bible, and go back to sleep again. *diao

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dunno why recently my eyes are always very dry. it's so dry that it's getting so uncomfortable... i have to keep blinking my eyes, rubbing my eyes and checking my eyes. i can't wear contact lens, cos it gets very very pain. my rohto C cube's used up le... it doesn't help to ease the pain anymore. now i am like a blind bat... everywhere i go, i hear people calling my name, but i dunno who they are... *sad

my eyes' been like this since i fell ill a few weeks back... too heaty that time. but dunno why the eyes are affected?

today i was very tired... nearly fell asleep during svc. in fact, i dozed off for a second and i felt my member beside me poke me. i was so embarassed!! i woke up, looked at her and realised that she didn't poke me on purpose... haa, so she din know i dozed off... hee. but if she reads this she'd know anyway. *kekeke

wow...today we have 6 friends for svc! great! praise God! tomoro there'll be another 2 more friends coming... so gotta go for svc 5 again... and postpone the guitar class again. feel so bad, my students haven't had lessons for a very long time le. the marsiling sec students in my cellgroup are fantastic! very excited and evangelistic. realli looking forward to multiplication again...

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-Friday, November 14, 2003-

bought 4 McPeppers home today for my family... *smilez. I love those special burgers that McDonald's have... like McPepper and of coz... the ever-wonderful Thai burger which hasn't been out for years... *sad.

another hard day at work.... was office girl again in the morning! after that i went to the security office to look for Ms Han (this is Sharon Aw's mum!) to inform her that i have found my work pass and i can get my refund back next monday! yay! all thanx to my zone member Ian who found it for me... *smilez.

after lunch, jean, shufang and i went to orchard... reached back at the office about 3 plus and i was suffering from headache again. bad weather, realli bad weather. why issit so hot?? tot it's supposed to be raining?? well... better not complain, i still prefer the sun den the rain.

came home earlie! no programs after work on fridays!! i miss my mama's food. i've decided that from next week onwards, i must be home for dinner on mondays, wednesdays and fridays. tuesdays and thursdays i'd meet my friends for dinner. family is still more impt. and opps.... i haven't touched my guitar since sunday...

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i just came back from movie! i didn't watch matrix and matrix reloaded tho, but thank God i could grasp what's going on in the movie, thanx to my cell member kiong who summarised the story for me before the movie started... haa...

actualli my cell members had planned for the movie a few days before but i didn't want to go cos i was broke! lian was also jio-ing people to go for movie and i didn't feel comfy to go too, so initially i was planning to go home. however, i was feeling very weird the whole day... it's thursday, how could i not have any plans to go out???? that's not me! so i decided to just meet lian for dinner and den go home to rest... when suddenly i remembered that my cell members are going for movie... so the plans changed last min, and i went to join my cell. lian they all also changed plans to watch movie too, same theatre but not sitting together.

the movie is so fun! funny and very exciting. i was so tensed up during the exciting parts dat i am having muscle ache on my left arm now... after the show, we went to swensen's and we continued luffing about the movie... keke.

carter just sent me a fake john mayer song...haaa

okie gotta go and rest le... i'm so tired!

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-Thursday, November 13, 2003-

i'm having a bad headache now... i'm at my office, taking a short break, just came back from somerset. later still gotta be office girl and zap stuff. sometimes i feel that i am more like an office girl... *sigh

came in slightly late this morning, but it was okie, cos we ended work late last night. ever since i started work here, i've been feeling physically drained. it's not a normal office job, i still gotta go out everyday during lunch time to give out the bookmarks. what kinda job is this??? *argh

anyway, it's getting more fun these days, despite the tiredness and the bad weather. today me and my 2 colleagues, jasmine and shufang went to dhoby ghaut to give bookmarks. the crowd was bad! in fact, there's no crowd. so we walked down to somerset. good place. we gave out more than wat we intended to. den we went to have a short break at mos burger. chatted and these 2 colleagues are realli fun. we're abt the same age group so can get along pretty well. *thumbs-up

now i feeling beta le... must get readi to be office girl again. *smiles

ohya, later going out with lian, cart, aman and uncle lew lew. but makan den i gotta go hm le. gotta sleep at 10pm. *lack of sleep

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this whole week i've been so tired everyday. i can't wake up in the morning and i always wish i had one or 2 more hours to sleep. at work, i can't keep my eyes open and i keep wanting to sleep.

i think maybe it's due to last week's fever... had fever, cough, throat infection, flu last monday til friday. mayb my body's still weak, that's why i feel tired easily. it may also be due to my late nights recently. i dunno but i realli wish i have more time to rest... and ya, to play guitar. i haven't touched my guitar since sunday! oh no...

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-Tuesday, November 11, 2003-

dunno why, today i feel so weird. suddenly i dun feel that way i used to feel and dun tink the way i used to tink. seems that overnight, i've changed and grown in my thoughts.

i'm realli tired today... dunno why, since morning i had difficulties keeping my eyes open. feel so sleepy.

somethings happened at work, one of my colleagues was rather upset. hope she'd be fine tmr.

went to eat at nooch today! ate curry udon, not bad, i love curry! *yummiz. after dat, even went to crepes and cream to eat... haiz, so hungry today. and i suspect i'm just in a lousy mood today, that's why i ate so much.

i'm not practiced guitar for 2 days le. *stress

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