Name may ling
DOB 28th july
Email chanclarise@gmail.com
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-Sunday, March 27, 2005-
sick
i knew it. i was feeling so tired recently and i kinda guessed i'd b sick. today rest the whole day at home. not realli actualli, cos i had to go buy stuff in the morning, so i struggled to and fro compass point with mah running nose and dreadful sore thoat. bought 2 ring files to file my client's stuff, new set of facial products and new shoes [my shoes all wearing out le.. :(]. reached home abt 12noon and slept til 2pm. din realli sleep properlie cos the sore throat is killing me. i'm now waiting for my brother to buy coke for me. i need coke to ease the pain!
found my primary 3 bus concession card.. hehe, looked so different back den. my fringe was straight across my forehead! my goodness!!! and 2 ponytails behind.. heez, i still do that now sometimes. muahahaha.
seriously, my throat still very pain. how ah. i wanna cry already.
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-Saturday, March 26, 2005-
drained
reeli feel kind of drained recently. but i'm having fun @ work. thk God for the breakthru! :)
went of movie yestie after a long dae of work with daus, rumaizah & jimmy. daus booked the tix n we're supposed to meet 7.15pm @ lido. went to mit cha to get my escada rockin rio, finalli!!! den walked all the way from somerset to lido n discover that daus n rumaizah went to ck tang.. so i went to isetan to shop.. den jimmy came @ abt 7pm n we went mos burger! haaa.
we watched the eye n it's so nice, so scary but yet so funnie!! i reeli enjoyed myself n it's reeli a v entertaining movie. must watch!!!
after movie we went swensens, daus n rumaizaah eat dinner while jimmy n i eat icecream. oooo i ate sticky chewy chocolate.. so sinful.. :P after tht jimmy n i walked to DG again so tht i can take train home. :P
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-Friday, March 25, 2005-
not my dae
hmm. kinda down today. actualli i was pretty okie. but my mood got drenched by some nitty gritty teeny weeny thing that happened in dah office todae. guess it's partly my own fault. i'm just so irritable today. went out to cool down and i cried when i told firdaus how i felt. it's good to have someone hear u out, some friends who care. but it's not everyone who is like that realli. some people are just friends to a certain limit. but some friends who'll just be so close to ur heart, even if u dun see each other everyday. just like nana and rara! met up with nana today, and cedric kang too. man, i am so sorry.. i am too tired today so last min decided to not watch movie. my eyes have reached the dehydration limit i guess. haha. can't take it anymore. nana, i still love u lots.. i'm not buried by work.. hee. this week is pretty tight la.
argh, we went to bucky's and now mah tummy's upset. hmmm, mayb not of the drink. recently mah meals have been realli irregular. no time to eat. :(
i have to admit that life is never fair. only God is. i always tot if i be a good person, dun sin, dun hate, dun kill etc etc, people wun come and disturb me and hurt me. but it's not true ya know? it's a jungle out there. i'm sorry for losing myself today. guess i nid to have a bigger heart. or mayb today i am just irritable. :(
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-Saturday, March 19, 2005-
i'm better
been kinda up and down, confused, dazed, stressed and all for the past few weeks. i still remember there was a day i was so down, and sick, and i just prayed and cried to God. i know God will make a way for me.
kinda sorted things out. i guess i needa focus on what i realli set out to do. sometimes i get distracted easily. emotional things especially, interpersonal relations, all gets me down if they dun go well. i guess i am somecone who needs to relate to people all the time. i need to talk! sometimes i just can't find the right one to talk to. the right person to give me the best, most unbiased, frank yet not hurting advice. i know there're lots of people who're always willing to listen, but den, i guess sometimes i am just not too comfortable and so trusting to share anymore. it takes alot to trust someone u know? and yet it takes just one small tiny little stupid thing to spoil the trust.
i know u know what i mean.
thank you God for all the good friends and buddies and pals u have put in my life. someone once told me that friendship is seasonal. is that realli true? somehow i believe it's true, but somehow i dun like it. people come people go right? there're also friends who dun seem so close anymore but i know they care for me lots. and there're friends who're nice sometimes and nasty sometimes. hmmm. so weird. but God u're still the best.
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-Sunday, March 13, 2005-
i watched Hitch!
lemme recall what happened on saturday.. woke up kindof late and arranged to meet up with jimmy at dhoby ghaut, cos i need to get some stuff from him and he needed to get some stuff from me also. met at dhoby ghaut control station and we went down to tiong bahru from there.. me go for lunch with client while he went to visit his fren staying there.
after i accompanied my client for lunch and passed her her policy, i went to meet jimmy and he asked me to join him and his friend for makan at 'somewhere behind tiuong bahru plaza'. sounds v near but ended up walking a pretty long distance under the hot sun loh! was perspiring like crazy. i din eat much cos i already had lunch at home.
after that, jimmy and i headed down to orchard to hang around while waiting for firdaus. went to get movie tickets first but 7.30pm tix were terrible, so we bought 9.30pm.. den we met up with rumaizah [daus' girlfriend] and we went to far east to wait for firdaus. he is so slow!!!! anyway, we had dinner at puncak, not bad ye! den went to chill at coffee bean at scotts. hmm, dunno why i suddenly dun feel like talking.. felt kinda low suddenly. weird huh. so i didn't talk much since then. after like waiting for forever, finally 9.30pm came. the movie was realli nice! so sweet and so funnie. i love romantic comedies! :) the show ended like near to 12 and i missed my last train :( had to take cab home. argh. :(
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-Saturday, March 12, 2005-
it's saturday!
hit the weekends, but it's pretty much the same as weekdays isn't it? :P
for me at least! but then, i'd feel restless if i dun work, so it's a good thing. i'm workaholic? dun tink so ba, i just like to work lo. at least that makes me feel guiltless if i go and enjoy myself once in awhile. wahahaha.
lalalala. recently the weather v hot hor. :( dun like. but den again, as compared to rainy days, i prefer sunny days. it's v hard to walk in the rain.
saw one of my fren's nick on msn "if mountain cannot move, ali must move". hee. i didn't know what it meant. until i asked him. he says it means if u cannot do something in one way, den u gotta think of another way to do it. interesting hor? hehe. yea, i must tink of a way to breakthru le. lalalalala.
no wunder the room was so hot, i didn't open the windows. just went to open it. it's 11am! i'm at home! hehe. i'm going out soon to work la. lalalala.
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-Thursday, March 10, 2005-
happie dae!
it's a realli good dae and i enjoyed myself lots!! :)
met realli nice people today and i thank God for that! my lunch appt was extremely enjoyable. :) did some cold calls today with jimmy and firdaus and it was realli fun and not to mention it was funnie.. haha.
went back to office for the guys to get their bags and we headed to lido for movie Lemony Snickett's a Series of Unfortunate Events. it's comedy but i dun find it very very funnie. pretty okie. very harry potter style i must say. the meaning behind movie is good. i like it. went for dinner after that at far east.. wanted to eat at EsTeler but it was closed for the dae :( so we went to sakura instead. the food ok la.
after dinner firdaus left in his bike. jimmy and i walked from far east to dhoby ghaut mrt, i took train home from there and jimmy went to take bus. practicalli luffed all the way to dhoby ghaut. it's a haPPi Dae!!! :)
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-Wednesday, March 09, 2005-
I should learn to trust in the right people
i feel so silly sometimes. why do i keep confiding and sharing with someone who doesn't realli care abt how i feel if she goes around telling people what i told her, and sometimes she just wants to do things to spite me and make me so hurt and sad?
i've been thinking abt this on the train back to the office. i guess i must be wise and draw a line with certain people in my life. i love everyone, realli. like what i said, it's definitely possible to love everyone but it is impossible to make everyone love me. even Jesus, the Son of God who humbled Himself and came to earth, was hated by mani. i will not hate her or dislike her, but i guess our friendship is coming to a junction and i have decided to take a different path from her.
i've been very hurt for a long time. esp after i shared with her a secret of mine. wrong move. she's been hurting me alot more since den, i doubt she even cared much abt how i feel. sometimes when i recall her words and so-called 'jokes' it brings tears to my eyes, knowing very well that those are not jokes at all.
things will never be the same again. but i believe it's for my own good to stop myself from getting hurt anymore. to protect my heart from being broken. thank God i still have realli realli good friends who are always there for me, altho i dun see them alot.. people like xiaoyun, shuzhen, rena and yes janice! i didn't know janice for very long but she's realli a light in my office whom i can relate to. :)
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-Monday, March 07, 2005-
i am kinda tired
reached home at abt 11pm. so tired! it's s fruitful day, but seriously i need to work harder and i need to have a stronger mindset and a more disciplined working system. things gotta move much more faster and it can happen!
keyboards experiencing some problems again and i am kinda sick of it. 2 pairs of my heels are spoilt. needa buy new ones again? :( i hope u know how i feel.
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-Saturday, March 05, 2005-
nothing easy is worthwhile and nothing worthwhile is easy
this suddenly struck me as i was bathing. i had been trying to convince myself that all these hard work is worth the while and as this saying struck me, i know it is definitely worth.
just reached home at abt midnight. alot of things going thru my mind and my life. sometimes i wish i could just be free from all kinds of stress and confusion. what shld i focus on?
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-Tuesday, March 01, 2005-
O.A.M.C.
there's O.A.M.C. in dhoby ghaut and i didn't know??!! hehe. anyway, i found that out just now cos i walked to dhoby from meridien. bumped into charlotte and chatted with her for awhile. wanted to get a new shirt and i realised there's O.A.M.C! but.. dun have the mandarin color stripey shirt that i want! :( i am very sad.
anywayz, this morning we had out everest meeting. interesting. very challenged and stressed too. i PRAY march will be FANTASTIC for me. God help me!
had lunch at hollywood today again and i had duck porridge. hmmzz so filling that i even skipped dinner. recently no time for dinner anywayz.
had a short talk with kenneth and i guess it's realli up to me now to improve on muyself in the areas of mah work. mah dear friends who're reading this, pls pray for me. esp those who're closer to me.. u know what i am going thru de! but i thank God that u're always praying for me. :)
oooohhhh... my brother has 2 free air tix to thailand! ahhh!!we're going thailand, how cool is that????????????????????
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beautiful tuesday morning
what a beautiful morning!
dun ask me why. cos i just find it beautiful. :)
woke up with a peace of mind and altho i am not exactly full of energy, but i do look forward to this day that the Lord has made!
i need lotsa of strength! been feelin' tired easily these days.
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