-Friday, April 09, 2004-

i'm lOst...sO lOst...

suddenly i feel weird all Over. cOme and save me, herO. haha.

my mind is gOing all Over the place...i can't decipher what's in my mind. suddenly, the me nOw is nOt the usual me anymOre. i can't understand myself anymOre. i seem tO have becOme a tOtalli different persOn. am i clarise? Or sOmeOne else?

i need tO get away and tink and pray and seek GOd. i need tO cOme to terms with myself and with GOd. i wanna knOw what kind Of persOn i realli am nOw... and whO i will becOme. i wish i can just give tO GOd the remOte cOntrOl Of my life and ask Him tO cOntrOl me. but it's nOt gOing tO happen, cOs GOd is nOt a cOntrOlling GOd and He gives everyOne of us a chOice.

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