Name may ling
DOB 28th july
Email chanclarise@gmail.com
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-Sunday, October 24, 2004-
hunger
hee.. it's physical hunger i'm talking abt here. dunno why these 2 days v hungry.. :(
now also v hungry. dinnertime is coming soon.. wahahah
went for cg meeting today at admiralty, wah, was raining v heavily wor! thank God can take bus to the place and got shelter all the way to aunty wendy's house. :)the cg meeting was good!
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Discipline!
the past few weeks had been the most disciplined weeks i've ever had in my entire life all added together! haha.. abit exaggerating, but i really sense the change in me. i cannot believe that i've been following my schedules so much! mayb some changes here and there.. but i really do make a conscious effort to follow my time schedule. and my prayer life have improved alot too! :)
alright, i'm really excited abt everything now. i know things are going to be better, not worse. focus on the positive, look forward to the bright future, treasure the nice people around, help those who are weaker, let nothing pull me down! sometimes things may not go the way i wan it to be, but i always tell myself, God is in control. "God is in control" is a v revelational phrase! i never learnt the fullness of it til recently. and it saved me. well, there's so much more for me to figure out. and i've learnt so much so much in the past few weeks. i feel so much happier. life has never been better.. and i've never experienced God in this way before. quiet time has become the highlight of my everyday, and worship has become a continuous event thruout the day. life is simply exciting with God!
i shared the song i wrote with some of my cg members today after svc at the rooftop, and when i sang the 2nd time, some of them were singing together with me. hee, i dunno if it's nice to them or not, but i really wrote it with my heart and it's for God.
it's 1am! another day has passed.. time is precious. dun waste it! u can't recycle time! heeeee... takecare..
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-Saturday, October 23, 2004-
Spiritual Atmosphere, Visual Impact and Create Music!
that's the 3 things that the choir wants to achieve! last night's choir practice was great.. Sister Belle came and she wants us all to be involved in song-writing, how cool. it's really the move of the Holy Spirit, everyone's into song-writing now, and this has come at the right time. i believe everyone is v excited abt it, we not only have to write songs, but we have to perform it too. but i won't be joining the choir for the song-writing, Sister Belle wants me to write with the BVs.
lalala.. we learnt a new song, called "Refuge", written by Pst Sun and Bro Mark.. the recorded version is sung by Brother Mark.. nice nice, i love his voice. hee.
bad experience last night on the shuttle bus home. got a weird brother insisting on squeezing into the small little space between me and another brother. i was sitting in the last row in the bus and the last row was meant for only 5 persons.. and there's already 5 persons sitting down! and this brother kept requesting to squeeze in. i got a shock of my life and he REALLY squeezed his butt in and i was totally dazed and went into state of shock. thank God that my zone members, esther and shihui, who were v sharp.. they quickly rebuked the brother! anthony gave up his seat to this weird brother lo. i was so scared thru-out the rest of the journey,i kept grabbing onto shuzhen's arm... :(
heh, i watched nightmare on elm's street last night, it's a really old movie, but really scary!! it's one of those movies that can really make me scream..haha.
alrightey, me going to pray le. seek refuge in the presence of God. :)
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-Thursday, October 21, 2004-
lalala! interesting day!
today's AIMS was fun.. did alot of calculations.. hehe, i love maths!
after lesson today, jan, shuzhen and i headed for ymca for our bible study. shuzhen and my bible study starts at 8pm, and we're already there at 6pm.. so we took our dinner and after that, i studied for my test tmr. the bible study was fantastic! feel so 'revelated' everytime.. after GOTP, what's next? bible school ba.. and after that? i realised that we need alot of revelations to sustain our spiritual life.. hearing the word of God and the voice of God are v impt! if not, we'd become v dry in our spiritual life.. and we'll eventually become v carnal. i hate carnality! hmm.. shouldn't use the word hate? den.. i dun like carnality lo. i must crucify my flesh more.
i'm having gastric pain now.. argh.. must go sleep soon.. tmr is my test.. just finished flipping thru the notes.. it's open book, but i pray i'd do well. :)
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-Tuesday, October 19, 2004-
"Incomparable To Jay" World Tour 2004
yes, i am going to jay chou's concert on 26th november! i'm sooooo excited! my brother told me abt the concert last night, and the next moment, he was checking out the availability and seats at sistic website! the seats given thru the website weren't good, so my brother said he'd call today to check. guess what? this morning, i received an sms from my brother that he had already booked the tickets! and it's the 6th row! *hysterical
i passed my HI exam today! i was v scared.. i studied past 2am last night and i was kinda nervous. but i kept praying for this exam and God has brought me thru. Praise God!
really wanna thank God for all He has done for me. this period of time hasnt' been easy for me.. all the uncertainties, outside pressures, internal pressures... sometimes i really fear that i'd not succeed, but i kept praying and every night, God would assure me and give me the peace in my heart.
feel exceedingly happie today. it's the joy of God!
recently had been praying alot and i just feel so secured in God.. and yes, i feel so much more disciplined and time conscious. :)
looking forward to my every tomoro..
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-Saturday, October 16, 2004-
sore throat.. cough.. argh
the virus! recently lots of my friends are sick and i'm not spared! :( thank God no fever.me having sore throat now and it feels v dry.. really pray that tmr i'd b fine so that i can sing for svc.
hmm.. today's the last day of basic sales training, only half day, but i'm really so tired.. mayb cos of the sore throat ba. v irritating. after the BST, kenneth gave me personal training. suddenly feel that there's lots to learn and lots to absorb.. God, expand my mind! :)
by the time i reached home, i was almost half dead. my head was throbbing cos of the hot weather and my throat was killing me. well, u may have guessed by now that my agenda for the day was to sleep. but my mum woke me up for dinner.. she made porridge for me! how nice. hee.
after dinner, i decided to clean my room. target: clean my table area, shelves and wardrobe. but i 'worked' from 8 - 11plus and i only cleaned my table area and shelves! haven't even touched my wardrobe. *stress. i guess i have to do it next week. i just realised that it's friday today and i have not started on my HI revision. dun wanna fail again, so tonight i must start.
just now i prayed and i made a decision not to procrastinate things anymore. i have been procrastinating alot and it's becoming a v bad habit. i must start developing success habits. i'm trying to develop 2.. Discipline and Don't Procrastinate! the next one will be.. Stretch my Hours.. ie. [wake up earlier to work and ending the day later den others]. :)
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-Tuesday, October 12, 2004-
i failed my HI exam
i couldn't finish studying.
i took a cab to suntec today for the exam.. and guess what? i failed.
was really sad, so i went to pasta mania for a good meal to balance out. called nana, but she was still sleeping and didn't want to meet up.
iora is having it's sale at suntec! i bought a mandarin collar jacket.. i love it! *smiles.
tomoro gotta go down to everest for a meeting and training.. gonna take the whole day i think. *O.o
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-Monday, October 11, 2004-
i'm going mad!
can't believe i'm mugging! haha. kinda xinku.. so much info to cram inside my head, but i feel happy studying. haha, it's been so long since i did this. how i miss those days i study in fastfood restaurants.. study late into the night at home.. heehee. how fun ya?
today i went for B24 meeting..kindof bored at first, cos i felt out of place. but it turned out to be quite interesting, the new advisers are quite funnie. haha. v friendly too.
after that i dragged jan to have lunch with me.. yummzzz i ate beef noodles. but jan's ban mian tastes better wor, and it has lotssss of vege! how cool! and caixin, my fave! she doesn't eat veggies, so i finished them all for her. hahaz
i was so tired when i got home! i felt v v v v v v v sleepy. help me, why am i so lethargic!? i fell asleep once i got home and woke up only at 6pm. and i was still feeling v xinku. i tink it's da weather ya know? i'm now in the aircon room and i feel so refreshed. wahahha. thank God for that guy who invented aircon. i heard it's one of the most ingenious and most impt inventions ever. true, in my opinion. hee.
in the midst of my studying, i prayed and worshipped. wonderful! the presence of God was strong and thick.. asked God for more songs to write.. but now have to focus on tmr's paper! oh, He gave me a set of lyrics when i was in the bathroom tho. really, i'm not trying to b funnie here.
lalalalala... happiness is a state of mind. happiness is when u are in God. happiness is when u allow joy to overflow ur life. happiness is a decision to stop being sad, negative, depressed and start enjoying the abundant life God has for u!! :) may u be blessed!
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-Saturday, October 09, 2004-
blessed day
what a day! it's one of those days when God really showers me with His great and abundant love thru people around me! i feel so overwhelmed! and i'm soooooo super duper happiez!!
okie.. lemme start somewhere. i went to meet mr foo today at everest and he's really fatherly, smiley, friendly and most of all affirming and encouraging. next i met kenneth cheng, my friend-cum-boss-to-be! haha.. really feel encouraged again by him, and he inspired me again by the words he says. and most of all, i am very touched and grateful to him for his help and support. he really believes in me and i am sure that he'll really give me the best help that i need in this career. i went to centre today and guess what, anthony blessed me with a palmtop! ah! i'm going mad! i only mentioned that i needed an organizer and here he is, giving me a palmtop. how cool. how blessed. i'm overflowing with the blessings of God!
hmm, james, my godson, graduated today! cool cool. i was wondering if he'd drag til next week, but thank God.. he graduated today and can join us for saturday service le. great! alvin and aikming came back to centre today and we had a good chat while the current boys were doing pumping.. haha. opps..
took shuttle bus with nana and ant today.. cos nana and i going for choir prac, ant going for his service. the bus was caught in a terrible jam and we were in the bus for more den an hour!! haha.. thank God when we reached, we still have seats.. choir prac was jam packed with people!!
rara passed me a letter today.. havent read tho. haha..cos now i am in darkness. later will find a way to read de. after choir prac, we went to fellowship [nana, rara, jan, ant and me] at cafe cartel. quite fun! got new drink called pink angel. so adorable hor.. heehee. i like it ye. very pinkish and today i was wearing pink hehe. v happie at cartel, cos nana and jan kept 'praising' me.. or affirming me with words.. ahhahaah... :) ant bought food for us all to share.. hehe. next time got money le must bless him back.. he really bless me alot!! haha.
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-Friday, October 08, 2004-
time to sleep le
it's almost time for bed.. before i go, i needa blog!
today went to punggol plaza with my mummy! bought lotsa stuff and thank God there's shuttle bus to send us there..hehe. hmm actualli today is quite a SLEEPy day for me! slept til 10plus.. and den i slept again when i got home from punggol plaza and i nearly couldn;t get up.. if not for my mum who kept waking me. what's wrong with me huh??
i studied 2 chapters for my HI today.. argh.. didn't really absorb cos i was feeling hungry. *hmmmz. i quickly finished the 2 chapters and started to play the guitar and worship God. i sang one of my fave songs to God "it is You".. my all-time fave worship song. the presence of God always comes.
just remembered that i almost cried when i talked to my mum today. no, she didn't make me sad or angry, how could she, she's such a lovely lady. i was just telling something which happened in the past and i got quite worked up..hmmz. suddenly i could just sense God telling me to let go of the past hurts and misunderstandings. God is in control, as always, so why bother? moreover, the bible says that vengeance is the Lord's... hahaha.. keep on praying!!
my neck is painful.. gotta go rest le. sleep again?.. hmmzz.. we'll seee how.. hee
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-Thursday, October 07, 2004-
happie birthday nana!
today is nana de 21st birthday! wow.. she is 21 le wor.. hee..
met her up at orchard at 1pm today.. she v earlie today hehe. [shuzhen missing today.. realli have no idea where she is for the whole day]. v tired today wor.. walk at far east.. den v tired already. old already.. *sad. hmmmz..
nana and i went to makan at cafe cartel! we ordered a rodeo and nuggets.. and we're so full! hehe, actualli the food not alot, but dunno why so full.. after that, we went to carrefour to play keyboard! haha.. v fun, altho we dunno how to play, we just anyhow press for fun. surprising, nana enjoyed herself too [i tink.. cos she was playing.. haha].. dunno how to play also can enjoy ourselves.. haha. after that we met up with daiqi [she got newwwwww hairstyle!! cool.. i tink v cooling also] and we took bus to kopitiam.. wah, v lazy hor, one bus stop oni! ok, we're tired. heeeee
after the bible study, we celebrated b-day for nana.. zone members and her sp friends. they sabo her with cake.. i was too tired to join in le, so i just siam until far far away. hahaha...
den me, na, siong, baobao, clark went to cafe cartel to eat ice cream [viking and the rock!].. hehe. how sinful. so late still eat this kinda thing.. hmmmz. shouldn't de.. but nana birthday ma.. bobianz. haha. tmr must compensate lo. :P
today didn't hear weisiong talk much on the train, cos most of the trip, we were on the fone.. he oni told me like 2 jokes before he reached sengkang! haiz.. miss his lameness and i was looking forward to more of his judo jokes. haha. ok la.. next week ba!
happy birthday renananananana!!! love yayayayayaya!!!
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-Tuesday, October 05, 2004-
a wasteful day
i wasted the most impt resource! time! that happens when u didnt plan ur day well and just let ur life pass u by... just like that! i regret.
i just surfed net and chatted most of the day. bad bad. i did pray and worship for about an hour.. and took a nap for 2 hours.. and went jogging in the evening. haiz.. but den.. i still wasted lotsa time! time = money! ah!
cannot do this again. i need to study for my HI also. no time to lose le.
alrightey, i'd do some time management later. hee!
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-Monday, October 04, 2004-
back from chalet. tired + super tired + super super tired = zombieness
what a dumb title. haha. i am tired! my eyes are oozing water out [erm, quite a weird sentence structure here.. but who cares?] and my body temp is going up [not fever, but too tired le..]. hmm..
sunday i went for the 9am service with james, vincent, aikming and jaren! jaren is james de friend, wow so earlie he also came, v onz hor? :) james passed me a bottle of liang cha made by his grandmama.. how sweet! tastes like the liang cha that my mum makes. hee. thanks James! after svc, we went to long john to makan our lunch but jaren went home for lunch. following that, vincent and i went to aljunied for cellgroup. wow, the cellgroup meeting quite long de.. i felt the tiredness too.. cos the night before i didn't sleep well, and somemore i was sick on saturday. when we left the cellgroup, it was raining heavily! wanted to ask kelvin poon to fetch me but decided not to la.. dunno what time he'd come so i took a cab, dropped vince at geylang and den i went to tampines to meet kelvin poon. went to buy some food before we headed for nana's chalet! her cellgroup was there and we played some realli fun games there! [actualli wanna go sleep de, but bro alvin was sleeping in the room.. so.. hmmmz]
oh man, nana was v stressed.. but it's ok nana! the birthday celebration was fantastic. it was v fun wor.. thanx for the chalet, can gather everyone together and fellowship and makan! the food nice nice, and i enjoyed looking at nana opening her presents.. hehehe. actualli i tot so mani people den i'd not find it fun, but it was totally the opposite, got to fellowship more with friends... like weisiong, elaine, cedric, bro alvin, bro victor, yunz, bro gabriel, janjan, alvin.. wah alot leh.. and u la if i didn't type ur name out cos realli sooo mani people worz.
hmmmmz... the sabo part was bad. didn't sabo her much.. haiz. at night, most of the people left only left me, zhen, na, jan, elaine, ian and bro vict.. later elaine, ian and bro vic also left le. *sad. but that means more space and more obvious reasons why we should sleep and make full use of the beds, airconditioners, pillows and blankets.. right? hehe. that's obvious. yes. i slept from the moment elaine left the room until 8.40am.. guess what, i woke up to go downstairs, wanting to brush my teeth but i cannot find toothpaste. and guess what.. i went back to sleep. until 10.15am. i slept alot hor? hmmz
feeling kinda sleepy den but jan, zhen and i still went to makan brunch.. after that, i decided to go straight to centre for the boys' study time. before that, i went to buy toothbrush [remember i havent brush teeth?.. ahahahaha]. so went centre brush teeth.. heehee..
v tired la. haha. today celebrate kelly's birthday at centre.. haha. she v funnie de, just sit there let us attack. den like we attach until not v happie also cos she no reaction.. haiz. but anyway, mission accomplished. i went to kaysi help her clean den i attack her face with cream. yummiz. wahahaha
tink will sleep earlier tonight. tomoro gotta reach suntec at 8am! madnes!!
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-Saturday, October 02, 2004-
sick day
i stayed at home the whole of today and rest! haiz.. feel so much better now. :)
didn't go nana's chalet today.. will go tmr! and surprise her. haha.
i wanna go.. but tmr gotta go 9am service so must stay at home and rest.
somemore i'm going for cellgroup tmr too.
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sick and... hurt
it's one of those days which i hear bad things again.
affected me loads but i'd get over it with the grace of God.
feel v backstabbed... v misunderstood... and i can't sleep.
sometimes i get emotional.. and it's realli affecting me! :(
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-Friday, October 01, 2004-
sick
i'm sick today. actualli was feeling weird this morning already.. very cold the whole day. anyway, i still went to meet james to teach him maths. vincent also came to 'study' but he was too tired and just sat there and look and finish up my toblerone. hahaha
went for lunch with kenneth and cles at hollywood canteen. after that started to feel very lethargic but i still went for an appointment with kenneth. interesting. loads to learn from him. he sent me back to onan road after that and i was almost flat. i felt so tired and so sick. my head was spinning and i felt very very very cold. my head almost fell off.. thank God my dad came to pick me up. once i reached home, i went to rest immediately. my head was still spinning when i lied down..
still feel sick.
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last day
hee.. today last day le. but so tired at the office! i went out with denise to buy stuff.. tot a little bit things oni but ended up so mani things and so heavy and when we nearly returned to the centre, we realised we forgot to buy prata.. :( so we walked back to haig rd market and buy. when we got back, we rest awhile and i gave bible study to james. it was fun cos i long time nv give bible study le. i feel like a teacher all over again! how cool. ahah
hmmm.. today v mentally draining. had to tink abt the research thingy and my brain juices were all used up and i just can't tink properly anymore. i nearly died-ed! after work, denise and i went to meet anthony and we went for dinner at ajisen! yummiz. always feel happie after going there, i find the food there nice leh. tho some ppl dun agree. hmmmz. okie, after that went to coffee bean. anthony is behaving weird today..haha, and we nearly quarrelled at coffee bean. how durh. but well, a friendship is never true til it survives a quarrel right? haha.. i tink i taught that in friendship grouptalk before.
my mind is spinning now. v giddy. tired le ba. gotta go sleep le.. another looooong day tmr. miss ya all. *hugs
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