-Friday, July 30, 2004-

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-Thursday, July 29, 2004-

birthday

it was a fun day! was kindof tired today at the office initially... until the boys started coming in and we began to be busy with the Street Wise Cafe.. *haha. after that, we did the group therapy. anthony and my group used the big room upstairs, while denise and kelly's group used the living room. it was fun, as we had discussions with the boys and time passed very quickly. kelly called me at 4.45pm liddat and asked me if we're done.. she told me to get the boys to go down to the living room to get ready for area cleaning. we went to the living room, and suddenly they started to sing birthday song! after that, i was supposed to look for my present in one of the boys' bags.. and in the end i didn't find it cos i made the wrong choices! there was some cake sabo and water battle after that... it's a long story, but overall it was fun! desmond and i somehow broke an umbrella in the process and it was very funnie... *haha. thanx kelly, thanx denise, thanx anthony and thanx to all the boys too!

after work, kelly and i headed for bedok to meet rena.. and they blindfolded me! all the way onto the bus, off the bus and walked to tampines cafe cartel! so embarassing on the way... imagine they blindfolded me with a towel? the bus uncle exclaimed when i boarded the bus and i felt so paiseh!! when they finally removed the blindfold, i was presented with a birthday cake and they sang me a birthday song! my vision was realli blurred and i saw rena, shuzhen, jan, kelly and cedric! realli happie to see them!

it was a fun time eating and crapping and luffing.. hehe. i ate spicy thai pasta! nice nice nice. the group bought me realli nice and sweet gifts.. the best being the perfume, body lotion and shower foam set! something that i realli needed and wanted too... thanx so much! i'm realli touched... but i didn't know how to respond! so dumb of me... kept saying 'thank you' only, as i didn't know what should i say at that moment. hmm.. realli appreciate such good friends. thanx thanx!

now home and i am almost flat now.. so tiring!! hehe.. thank God tomoro can wake up late. hee.

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-Tuesday, July 27, 2004-

growing older le! happie or sad?

tmr is my birthday.. feeling very weird and super restless today. my mind's full of things about the past year.. i've grown, and i've went thru lotsa things and learnt lotsa things.

come to think of it, i am happy with what i have now.

- my family: my mum's a fantastic mum, a fantastic cook and she loves me lots! my dad's very hardworking and responsible.. thank God for a wonderful daddy! my eldest brother loves me alot! hehe.. too bad he's in Europe now and can't celebrate with me.. but will be waiting for the gift anywayz.. hahaz.

- my spiritual home: city harvest church!
been in chc since 1999... that's kinda long huh. learnt lots and had changed alot. this year has been fufillinf for me...
1. e168... my ex-cg... where i realli grew and learnt alot from sis sherling. learnt to love the 'youths among youths', disciple them and work with them. i miss 'em all! learnt how to be 'the noise-maker' in a group and make people luff.. hehe.
2. s23... my new and current cg... looking forward to greater adventures!
3. ministry... choir and backup-vocalist[BV]... i've never been so involved in choir in my life! ever since i got into choir, sis monica had been giving opportunities to serve... the beginning of this year, i even took the chance to go for BV audition and i got in! being in choir for oni a few months and i got in, i was realli excited! altho now still not on duty.. but i'm looking forward!

- my work...TCSC!
exciting work place.. exciting people that i meet everyday and exciting challenges everyday!
started work since like April and i enjoyed myself tremendously! the colleagues are nice and it's being fun getting to know them and working with them. the boys are cute too... [ahem]

-Last but not the least! ...God!!!
i won't be missing out on God! He's the one who changed me. He's the one who loves me, cares for me and stayed by my side no matter what happened or what happens! He's my Best Friend.. He's the one who has never hurt me or made me sad, He's the one who listened to me everyday, the one who encourages me everyday, the one who reassured me everyday of His faithfulness. 

today so tiring. feeling listless and restless today. so mani things running thru my mind. i keep tinking if there's a need to sort things out again. sometimes i feel contented with the NOW.

dun tink so much le la. tink so much also like that. RELAX. ENJOY. mayb i should start focusing on new things le..

since tmr's my b-day.. let me renew my b-day wishlist!!! hahahah
1) perfume!
2) clothes
3) digital cam
4) printer
5) shoes...
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6) more sleep.

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-Monday, July 26, 2004-

Pictures!

i haven't been posting pictures or changing pictures on my blog or changing the look of my blog for a realli long time le right. *sigh

been busy lo, what to do? hehe. and i can't be changing my bloggie all the time right? probably i'd do it during the next public holiday or something.  but right now, i am proud to say that i have changed the pictures in my blog le! haha. nice? haiz.. i not 自恋 wor.. i just love taking photos with my phone camera. come to think of it, my Samsung V200 has been with me for more than one year and i still love it. my Nokia 3310 has been with me for almost 4 years! and i still love it.. hmm, what does that say abt me? faithful lover [of handphones]? hahaha.. i'm abit mad now.

anyway, here's some pics:

the bag that my cellgroup, s23, bought for me!


i love it!

here's the forever friends bear that my ex-cellgroup, e168, bought for me.. for farewell.



and here's da pic of da S23 sisters!




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-Sunday, July 25, 2004-

birthday crabs!!

wooo... mum cooked crabs for me... so happie! actualli i also dunno what i wanna eat for birthday.. so i just say crabs.. and she went to buy for me today. i am so happie! thank you mum!

thank God for a wonderful mum who loves me and who can realli cook well. it's not just crabs, but nice crabs mixed with love. heehee.

today packed my room abit.. cos very untidy and my mum nagged abit last night. nowadays.. she dun nag so much le. which is both good and bad. hehe.

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it's time to move on. things of the past may not be the same anymore, but i have decided to let them go and start afresh. not everything will go the way i wan them to be.. i just let them be according to what God wants them to be. it's not gonna be immediate.. gonna take time to let go of them. i just pray that it wun hurt me or affect me anymore.
 
i wunder what God has in store for me? hehe.. it's definitely gonna be better den what i haf now.
i know there're people who tink that i cannot make it, or think that i am just another ordinary christian... mayb they're just people who do not know me well enough [and think that they know me very well, and even judge me?]... everyone have dreams, for goodness sake. everyone is different! what makes u think u're better den me? what makes u tink that u know more den me? mayb i am, but u're definitely not the one to judge! it's very hurting.. and are we realli friends? and i dun even know if things were being said behind my back.. :(

i guess it's a wakeup call from God abt the people i associate with or share my stuff with. it's realli time to move on, and to move away. yep, some people are just not helping me, but pulling me down with every contradicting act that they do [things that they say and do are worlds apart, are they pagans or what??]. i was stumbled in the beginning.. but now i know that as long as i trust in God, nothing can stumble me. i hope u can realise that sometimes u're just abit too self-righteous.. saying one thing, but doing another and tinking that it is ok. once in a while i can understand, but so mani times? makes me wunder.. and sometimes u tell me things that i shouldn't do, but u urself have been doing it? haiz.. makes me wunder more?

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i miss e168

today is Weekend Connection! the whole audi was packed!! amazing.. s23 was sitting at a weird place.. haha.. where we're almost blocked by the people in front, but the presence of God was still strong! i sang for choir today and we did some punching actions for the new song 'emerge'. 'emerge' is a cool song.. very groovy.

the sermon was a short but powerful one. about dreams. fantastic.

after service, i was waiting for s23 to gather outside attributes when i suddenly heard my name being called very loudly.. it was the CCK gals.. ooo. i miss e168 sooo much! hope to fellowship with them again someday. miss sis sher lots too.

s23 went to boat quay to fellowship. it was fun! luffed lots. and talked lots too. had a great time but i was realli tired. i need more rest.. realli.

just now my mum asked me what i wanna eat for b-day.. hehe. i told her my friends celebrating for me on wednesday.. so have to eat on tuesday! but then.. i'm not too excited about the whole birthday thing.. dunno why. feeling kinda 'sian' haha. mayb i am just tired ba. and also not much money to celebrate. missions fund wor..

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-Saturday, July 24, 2004-

first S23 Cellgroup Meeting

yestie i was feeling sick. felt giddy and cold.. and wanna puke. just felt sick. think i'm too tired recently..

jisheng graduated from swp le.. finally. hehe. kianhwee came back yestie too.. but didn't talk to him much cos very busy yestie in the ofc..

the cellgroup was great. i enjoyed leading the prayer meeting.. long time never got prayer meeting le i tink. and it's new group of people i am praying with... the cellgroup meeting was fantastic! the presence of God was strong and there was ministry... i really sensed the presence and anointing of God coming upon me... after the meeting, the cellgroup celebrated my birthday! cool. i never thought they'd celebrate on cellgroup day.. cool. they bought the bag which i saw at 77th street yestie. the bag that i realli 'yi jian zhong qing' de.. the day before yestie kelly, denise, anthony and me were at tampines mall 77th street den i saw this realli nice, funky and cool handbag and they all said it's 'very me'.. haha. well i felt quite sad then cos that time quite broke and have to give to missions.. so cannot buy. but thank God got nice cell members.. hee.

this morning supposed to go bac to TJC to visit mr tong de.. but i was very tired and got sligh headache so never go le. recently always cannot wake up, or wake up le will be dizzy or got headache. sigh. why like that. getting old le huh? hehe.. tink must drink more water.. that time shixiong say when people go above 20 den will have lower metabolism rate. that time i hear le den keep luffing oni, now i tink what he say very true wor. heehee.

recently when i pray, i keep praying the same thing and asking God for breakthru for an area of my life. quite hard.. so mush keep praying, i believe God will set me free and gimme breaktrhu de. so if u also got no breakthru in some areas of ur life, must keep praying also ok? hehe.. dunno y i suddenly say this, mayb becos i wan to verbalise my faith! God surely will gimme the strength to change and become a better and stronger person de.

i am not what i want or what God wants me to be yet.. i am still progressing. in fact, everyone is progressin cos no one on earth is perfect. God loves us and He will always want us to progress. so it hurts when i know that people see others as what they are now and judge them as what they are now. i may not 'qualify' to be the kind of friend that u're looking for, but that doesn't mean i will always be like what i am now! i am always becoming better and stronger in Christ. wait and see! :P

in the same way, if i had hurt u or made u feel that u're not worthy to be my friend, i am sorry! i realli do love you.. just that i prolly dunno how to express it.. i was prolly too caught up in 'my own world' previously. gimme time to change and improve. from now! =)

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-Wednesday, July 21, 2004-

wonderful day!

yippee.. nice dayl. guess what, i am at home! today's wednesday, supposed to have BV practice.. but the newer BVs dun have to go.. our practice might b changed to another day so that Sis Belle can focus on us more.

this morning, i didn't wanna wake up, cos i was still having diarrhea and i felt terrible. the grumbling of the upper abdomen.. *argh. but i had to go to work so i pulled myself up and went to work, surprisingly i reached paya lebar at 8.30am!

prayer time was fantastic and i had a wonderful time with God and He spoke to me lotsa things! shall not tell u.. *hee

well, today i conducted grouptalk on 'Integrity Builds Trust'. we played 3 games; Card Game, Money Game and Lead the Blind.. shall not elaborate on them since they're quite hard to xplain over here. but i had fun splashing water on them while they're blindfolded. wahaha. next time can use waterhose. *wahahaha

we celebrated jeremiah's b-day 2dae but we didn't sabo cos they had just done their AC for the day. but eeyang put cream on my face and hand.. til the next time there's a cake. *hiakz

haiz.. my stomach very weak now.. vry easy wil have diarrhea.. haiz. just now reach home no dinner, cos mum tot i got BV prac tonight. so i cook noodles.. haiz the spicy one. pray tonight dun diarrhea again.

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-Monday, July 19, 2004-

my blog very boring looking meh?

hmm.. kelly commented that my blog looks boring! haiz. boring meh? realli meh? i tink it's okie.. haha. wait til i have the time to design a new template..

anyhow, yesterday was a tiring day! a long day.. not so long, but still tiring. went to church with vincent and james in the morning.. the sermon is GOOD~ that's one of the reasons why i decided to go for a second svc. great message!

after the svc, i had to rush down to tampines changkat CC for the opening of the kiliney's kopitiam. Brother Sam and the MP gave a speech each before they cut the ribbon.. the food was good. hee. the fried rice very yummie wor! we left shortly as all of us were tired. i reached home at 3 plus and i was dead beat! i fell asleep once i hit the pillow and slept all the way til dinnertime when my mum forced me out of bed to have my dinner. i was half awake! the night was short as i went back to sleep shortly after 11pm. *tired.

this morning i was nearly late for the bus... i didn't even make my hair.. haha. when i reached the mrt station, i met denise. anthony came shortly but he realised he forgot to bring the mock exam papers! he went back home and after he left, kelly came and the 3 of us had to wait for anthony. hehe.. denise made a funnie comment abt the whole of TCSC meeting together to go to work..haha

today the boys had their mock exam! nothing much at the centre too actualli.. hehe.

ohya, my brother left for europe le. i'd miss him! but i'd be using his computer.. wahaha. and the broadband of cos and the room i guess. haha. shld have asked him where is his handphone, i wanna use it too. heeheehee. come back soon!!

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-Saturday, July 17, 2004-

tiring day
 
me super tired today. just very tired lo. haha
 
woke up at 7.10am today cos my hp alarm set wrongly... haiz. went back to sleep and overslept in the end. by the time kelly and i reached bukit gombak, it's already 11am.. haha. eric and his sis very quiet wor. dunno why.
 
the atmosphere was quite low and boring today.. i almost fell asleep. anyway, kelly and i had to leave at 3pm to go for svc.
 
the svc was good. when pastor preached his 2nd point, my eyes were wet with tears [but i didn't cry]. today's message was '7 keys tp becoming a person of destiny'. key #2 is 'step out and obey in faith'. many times God wants us to go 100m, but we're only willing to go that 1m... but yet God still moves... even tho we're willing to move that little bit. i felt that God was speaking straight to me, with such overwhelming love that i can't help but tear... sometimes i really feel tired and helpless. but yet God still wants me to have faith and go thru it. sometimes i wunder issit just the change of environment and life events that makes me feel down and uncertain... or issit my spiritual life?
 
i wish life could be simpler? dun have to tink so much.. haha

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interesting day

busy morning for me! sat at the table for 2.5hours continuously! haiz..

anyway, afternoon i took grouptalk/group activity and it was realli fun cos we played pyramid game.. it was realli funnie and i kept luffing and luffing and luffing. even kelly and denise sitting behind were luffing like mad too. time flies and we played til 3.15pm liddat and they had to go for pt! today ivan came and took pt.. and they shouted so loud upstairs! haha..

after we signed out the boys, kelly, denise and i went to guolong's granddad's wake at bukit batok. was so tired on the way there! however, it was quite interesting when we reached and we had a good time of chatting with guolong and his sister, janet. time flew again and we had to leave at 10.30pm..

was so tired on the journey home! haha. but now i am quite jingshen again.. but beta sleep or tmr i'd collapse. hehe

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-Thursday, July 15, 2004-

time to work out

was so tired this morning when i woke up.. yestie i attended the 'church without walls' seminar. it was great and time really flew! it ended at 11pm and i was soooo tired! but i enjoyed myself immensely.

this morning was raining.. and kelly and i were stuck at singpost. we went for breakfast while waiting for the rain to stop. when we reached office, denise was not there yet [she had headache this morning].

i quickly did my reports and stuff and worked all the way til 1.45pm, kelly and i had to rush down to tampines to meet some of the boys. we went to take bus 292 [went to grab food on the way] and it was a long wait for the bus! haiz. when we reached the community centre, we started to help clean the windows. initially i tot.. only 4 sides, so easy... but it turned out that just cleaning one pane of the glass window can kill. haha.

anyway, it was fun!

when i got home, my energy level ran low. superlow. i went to sleep immediately... haha
alright, i woke up at abt 7.30pm... until now.. 10.16pm... stil got work to do later..

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-Tuesday, July 13, 2004-

rainy dae!

today we could report for work at 10am cos we stayed back til 8pm last night!.. when i got home last night, i was ok, but i started to feel very giddy at about 10pm? my head was literally spinning. i wanted to turn in for the night but.. my mummy was making bird's nest soup! argh.. my fave.. so i couldn't sleep, gotta wait for it! so i took a 'nap' instead and got up to eat my bird's nest before turning in.

this morning i overslept! woke up at 8.14am and i lazed in bed til like 8.25am? by the time i got ready, it was 9am! i took a cab to onan and reached at 9.40am... haiz. next time cannot oversleep again. what a waste of my money. *sobz

today some of the boys came earlier and anthony gave grouptalk to them. later in the afternoon, it was physical training. as it was raining, they did their pt in the 'big room' upstairs. i was waiting impatiently for the pt to be over... hee... so that we could celebrate yeechong's birthday! we got a cake and a teeshirt for him. after he blew the candles, we sabo-ed him by asking him to remove a candle from the cake using his mouth. of cos, this old-fashioned trick is just to get his face in2 the cake. haiz.. wasting food again.. haiz. the boys did some cake-fight in the big room and the whole room smells like a cake after that. hmm.. it was fun watching.. but dunno if it was fun playing. i tink it's fun. haha.

the area cleaning for the 'big room' was a bit tedious lo. hmm..

today's a pretty normal day for me. just that the rain is abit unusual.. havent been raining for quite sometime i tink. or there was and i didn't know?

1st thought of the day: how can i be a better person? where should i start from?
i was asking God this question this morning in my quiet time.
God told me that being a christian is not just about coming to church, cellgroup and calling myself a christian.. but i need to grow in every area. spiritually, mentally, emotionally and most of all in my character. God has been speaking to me abt my character [won't tell u the details!].. sometimes abit sad to hear that from God but i know He wants me to become better. ya? hee

2nd thought of the day: how can i make each day meaningful and live it to it's fullest?
i've kinda lazy sometimes. so i wanna start from tmr. haha. i'd minister to/ talk to/ impact someone's life everyday from now onwards! and yes, i must be commited to my dreams and also God's vision. i must faithful to sing for service and to attend all my back-up vocalist trainings..

alrightey, that's quite abit for a normal day. hee. til den!

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-Sunday, July 11, 2004-

gOOdbye e168!

tOday was the last service with my cellgrOup le. friday was the last cellgrOup.

====friday====
was feeling weird the whOle day. can't believe that i am realli realli gOing fOr the last cellgrOup meeting with e168. e168.. was the cellgroup i led when i was cellgrOup leader a few years back. e168.. was the cellgrOup i came back intO after i came back tO church. e168.. was the cellgrOup where i saw mani schOOl revivals. it has a special place in my heart.

during the cellgrOup meeting, a part of me kept wOndering hOw will sis sher annOunce tO the cellgrOup that i am leaving and hOw the members will react. when sis sher finally annOunced, sOme of the members begin to cry. i felt sad tO leave, but yet i knOw it's fOr a greater purpOse. i managed to hOld back my tears, but my heart ached. i was deeply tOuched by the members when they each said sOmething tO me one by one.. i was realli very very tOuched and all i cOuld dO was tO smile and nOd.. since time was running out [anOther grOup of peOple were waiting tO use the cg place] and there's alOt of members.

sis sher presented me with a gift from the cellgroup.. a forever friends bear, a forver friends calendar and a bottle of sweets! after that, we headed to the kopitiam for fellowship and most of the members came along. while we're looking for seats, ryan and i accidentally dropped the bottle and it smashed into pieces! .. *saddedz. there goes the sweets and the photos inside.

i realli enjoyed the cellgroup today.. and i'd miss e168 alot alot alot.

====saturday====
last service with e168. the cellgroup members realli showered me with alot of attention and it made me feel even more sad that i have to leave. cedric gave me a letter that says that i cannot open it until i get home. after the service, we all went for fellowship at the coffeeshop, den went back to rooftop to play guitar. we all played guitar at the playground and tho it was all wet, we still sat down there. we all played until realli late.. and left church at 10pm..

====e168====
sis sher: thanks for being a caring and wonderful leader to me. thanx for lifting me up when i am down and building me strong in the Lord. thru u, i learnt that i can be part of a mighty revival and not just a spectator. will miss u lots.

cheekiong: it's been great working with u... tho we're not exactly very close but i know u're a great brother, very patient and very gentle in ur spirit, which reminds me of Moses! hehe

gywn: thanx for being a friend, not just a cg member to me. i appreciate that u take initiative in building friendship and made me realise that i need to fellowship with people and not just 'work' with them. let's keep in contact! and fellowship too!

charlotte: u were there in the same group as me when e168 first multiplied! realli thank u for all the help u have given to me in this cellgroup.. and for teaching me the mass dance tho i never mastered it. haha. do eat more and take care!

sylvia: u're such a joyful person! thanx for always being cheerful and taking the initiative to talk! haah. sometimes i get realli tired but i still see u cheerful and talking to me. wish ya all the best in ur pursuit in the area of music!

szehui: my first disciple in e168! i'm glad u've grown, and seeing u grow and change is such an achievement! haha.. of cos it's not becos of me, but i know it's God. i didn't really know u well even when e168 first multiplied and when u came into my group, i was rather lost. but thank God, things turned out well and marsiling started to grow. u've been a great disciple and friend to me and i really thank you for the love u have showered upon me. and i remember that time when i was sick, u all gave me a bottle with a letter inside. u never fail to touch me with ur thoughtfulness. continue to love people fervently and have a big heart to love Everyone around u. take care.

cedric: the first time i saw u, u look like a typical ahbeng to me. and talk to u, u just entertain me only. i nearly gave up on u.. until i saw u and ryan so excited at emerge.to me, it's like a miracle and i started to believe in miracles and revival. working with u was not very fun in the beginning cos u dun realli talk to me. haha. but it turned out that it was not so as i got to know u better. altho u seldom talk, but u keep reaching out to ur friends and inviting people to come. and i wunder how u do it.. among all the people, i tink i scold [disciple] u the most, cos i know u can take it! and i thank God everytime u'd listen and make an effort to change. u must be strong always, ok? cling on to God always, dun ever release ur grip [ur hope] on Him. ur dreams and desires will be fulfiled when u start to fulfil His vision for u.

ryan: i didn't remember what i tot of u when i first saw u. i dun even remember that i took ur hp number from u. all i remember was.. either u or one of ur friends was interested in charlotte right.. haha. u're a funnie person and u always bang my guitar when u helped me to carry. i've never seen u angry or sad before, u're always smiling or luffing or telling lame jokes. no matter what happens, u never fail to smile. still remember that time when ur mum hit ur head with a pot and u still came to cellgroup.. when i heard it, i dunno if i should luff or feel sorry for u.. i know u have a heart to serve, so continue to serve with a humble heart.

jon lim:hmm.. how could i leave u out? my most hardworking guitar student, who did he own research and practiced loads when i didn't even tell him to. that's the spirit brother. keep it up and be humble in all that u do! God will use a humble person! i'm amazed that u wanted to sell ur guit to give to the missions pledge.. when u sow in ur precious, God sees and He'd definitely provide for u. thanks for being a great student and disciple... u're an encouragement to me when i see u changing and growing and sacrificing for the Lord. i can see u realli love God with all ur heart. continue to seek Him and u shall see ur desires coming to pass. God must be ur motivation. take care brother!

charmaine: when i first knew u, u're a very quiet person.. just like ur sis. however, as i got to know u better, u're a fun-loving and cool gal. i can see that u have a heart for souls and u've always been trying to reach out to ur friends. sometimes, friends will reject us or put aeroplane but keep on believing and keep on sowing. when a farmer sows, he needs to wait for the plant to grow.. so, be focused and be patient. always hold on to the promises of God.. nothing is more valuable than souls and nothing is more rewarding den sowing into the lives of people around u. i realli wanna see u grow stronger in the Lord and being excited for revival again!

grace: u're a special girl! talented, pretty, smart and all. in the beginning, i couldn't realli guess if u're gonna stay with us anot, but i just prayed u will. u're a girl with lotsa questions and sometimes i wunder if i shld answer u or not..haha. but i decided i should, if not, u'd have more questions about why i never answer u. haha. i was pretty surprised by u, that u continued to come, despite the fact that u were rather doubtful.. and at some moments, i tot u'd not wanna join us anymore. i remember there was once none of us could get u on the fone, and it was b4 service and all of us were anxious, cos we tot u didn't know where and when to meet. in the end u turned up and it really shocked us. u're not the talkative type in the group but i know u have a willing heart to serve. continue to serve even more ya? and keep on moving to greater heights in the kingdom of God!

howe: u were a very quiet person.. until now u're still very quiet. but recently i've seen u smiling more and talking abit more.. u have a great smile, so please smile more ya?? great to see u in the cellgroup, see u knowing God more and more each day. sometimes u're quite blur and forgetful..haha. really hope that u'd experience a more personal relationship with God. take care!

jace: wat a pity! i didnt get to see u in cg and svc this week... haiz. anyway, thank you for being such a faithful member in the cellgroup. altho u're the only woodgrove member in e168, but yet u still persist to come and to get to know God. continue to reach out ya? and u'd see more of ur friends coming! thanks for ur friendship and being such a wonderful member to me. take care.

paulina: u're such a rok chic! always enjoy seeing u in church cos u'd come in very funky fashions. hehe. the first few times i saw u, i find that u're quite a funnie person and thank God u're part of the cg! very happy that u're one of my guitar students and i thank God that all of u are so teachable [cos sometimes i get very strict and fierce when i teach..haha]. be strong in the Lord and hope to see u playing for cg one day!

peijing: spideywoman! why they call u that? anyway, really appreciate ur friendship in the cellgroup. tho we're not veryvery close that kind, but u're a family to me. all of u are! must jiayou in ur guitar too! will miss all da guit lessons and bible studies too! no more rocket le! haha...all da best!

venus: u've been around for very long le, even before all the various school revivals right? hehe.. that time we still called u weiling, until we discovered that ur name is venus. thru u, 2 of ur friends have come to the Lord.. so continue to sow seeds of life in ur friends ya? will miss ya smiles and laughs. take care!

jessica: please eat more! if not i am realli going to ban u from coming to church! haha, just kidding. was i really very fierce? haha. anyway, really enjoy cracking jokes with all of u and giving bible studies to all of u too. really happie to see u all commiting urself to the Lord.. remember that time u all always 'ai mai ai mai' one.. but suddenly, u all just kept coming, even when we say got exams no nid come u all still wan to come! so be strong and keep serving more. and grow fatter too.

jamie: jiajia liang cha!! very cute and innocent gal and luffs so easily. haha. will miss the times i disturb the 3 of u and make u all luff. and i still wan my liangcha too. haha. very happy that u all are now in the cellgroup and serving.. and even learning to play guit..haha. will miss all the fun times and luffing times with u all. and of cos the bible studies too... next time dunno the answer can go Attributes and see. take care!

kaiyin: wah.. didn't know u got such a high pitch voice. haha. next time cannot make u scream..sure jialat one. really glad to have u in e168! at first thought u very quiet and have attitude problem, but it turned out that u are such a fun-loving person and likes to luff too! we've known each other for not verylong and i have to go already.. hmm, but u must continue to be strong in the Lord ok? and serve more in the cellgroup too. u take care!!

aldwen and willy: the 2 cute brothers! haha, didn't really get to know the 2 of u really well yet, and i have to leave le! the 2 of u really bring smiles to the cg cos u're always so smiley! continue to grow in the Lord and impact lives! take care!!

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-Wednesday, July 07, 2004-

headache... very very bad

have been having bad heahaches for the past 2 days! today is the 3rd day le. dun tell me i have migraine? i dun wan to have headaches for the rest of my life ah! even when i walk, the pain is intensified. like there's a stone in my head that moves when i move and causes pain in my head. argh. unbearable.

haven't been updating my blog for a long time?. actualli.. nothing much too. yestie i went to seminar.. 'church without walls'. fantastic. i like it very much. hehe. reminds me of the very first seminar i attended in chc.. when we're still in hollywood. hee, very family-like and not so meaty like those bible seminars. still, the seminar ended really late but i had a great time tho. pastor is always so inspiring. i love the way he preach! so charismatic and so full of energy... *amazed. i love pastor kong!!!! u're da best!

had headache all the way home and i totally cannot concentrate on anything. i dun even know where i was.. it affected my mind processes. when i exited from the highway, i had to take awhile to convince myself that i am reaching home. my head was throbbing so badly! when i got home, washed up and went straight to bed, my mum was so amazed that i din on the laptop to chat. i just couldn't take it anymore.

this morning, same thing, headache. pain. pain pain. when i walked to the bus stop, bus 3 left. i took 84 to punggol and took train to hougang. from hougang, i took a cab. *headache. traffic jam. *headache intensified.

help me!

i had a great prayer time. cried so much but i know God sees it. and i made a pact with God. it's so amazing. i feel so happy. i promise to be a better person from now on. i promise that u'd always be my friend.. i'd love you with all that i have. i promise i'd do my best to serve and to love. *muarks.

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-Monday, July 05, 2004-

bad headache

went out today.. so tired.. went to mani places.

at night went to celebrate cedric's birthday. i was feeling realli sick and tired.. and my head was throbbing.

and i felt sad.

anyway, the birthday celebration was fun. we surprised cedric at pasta mania with a brownie cake[which doesn't taste that good..] and we bought a pink polo tee for cedric. and before we gave him the pressie, we made him say how he feel abt our friendship to each and everyone of us!

my head is hurting like crazy. realli tempted to take cab home. but on second, third, forth and fifth thoughts, i decided to bear the pain and walk to the train station. missions fund! and must fast more and more and more and more. cos of missions fund! last time when there's building fund, i wunder how i gave so much. now that i start working, it seems so hard to give more. but i must have faith!! haha

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-Sunday, July 04, 2004-

hee.. happie day

*yummiz

today so happie! ate lotsa food that i love. hee. korean instant mee, mos burger's mussels, ice milk tea, xing zhou mifen, country nuggets from cafe cartel! heehee

*fellowshipping with the luffing trinity!

yes, finalli haf time to go cafe cartel again with rara and nana! it's been sooo looong. tho we didn't fellowship for very long, but it was fun! heehee. talked alot of confi things. hehe, must followup on that again.

*service!

i love the way pastor kong preached! haven't been my best for the few weeks but today's message realli made me feel more charged up. dunno why, i wasn't realli focusing very well, but suddenly i just felt a surge of energy in me and i saw pastor kong's faith thru his preaching. very amazing, i also dunno how to explain. suddenly have an impulsive thot that one day i'd be a preacher too. hee.

*chao mifen

yea.. haha. saw chao mifen today! twice in fact. :)

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-Saturday, July 03, 2004-

instant noodles!

yippee...finally i can eat my instant noodles! haha. my mum is a housewife, so she cooks everyday.. that's why i seldom get to eat instant noodles. and sometimes, i crave for instant noodles! haha. today my mum didn't cook lunch, so i can eat my korean instant noodles! so niceeeeeee!

*yummz

haiz.. nana showed me to a friendster link to a girl who looks like me. ha..realli looks somewhat like me wor. i've got her pic, but cannot put here la, wait she sue me. hee. nana's not happie with the picture tho... wahahah.

*so full

finished my mian! feeling so bloated now. the korean mee is something i can never resist.. haiz.

my birthday is coming soon!
for those of u who do not know when it is.. it's in end of july. haha. not trying to hint la, i'm just saying oni mah. anyway, it's missions fund time so i'd rather forget when is my b-day. mayb skip one year den celebrate.. anyway, me not so keen to celebrate le la.. cos getting older leh. sianzation. haha. opps.. i'm turning 18 this year oni. heehee

*luffs

i gotta go out le. miss everyone.. everyone who knows me, i miss ya!

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-Thursday, July 01, 2004-

thursday- off day for the boys

it's such a quiet day! the boys' holidays are over, so their offdays on thursdays have started. now it's 11.49am.. only me and denise and kelly.. bored! had prayer in the morning and now doing some admin things... erm... and surfing net at the same time. cos i am almost falling asleep with this quietness.

haiz.

now downloading some nice songs. been repeating the same songs since this morning. 'accidentally in love' and 'qing fei de yi'... haha. kelly and denise are going crazy. wahahah. 'qing fei de yi' has been going thru my mind since the swp boys started rehearsing it for their awards night [which was last friday]... haiz. nice song. hee. such a simple song with such simple chords, yet it's so unforgettable! haha.

*enjoying the song

accidentally in love is a nice song too. in my opinion, it's nice cos of the tune, rhythm and the voice of the singer. other den that, the lyrics are a bit durh. hahaha. it doesn't realli make much sense.. like.. "well baby i surrender to the strawberry icecream"... erm, surrender to the strawberry icecream?

haha.

what am i gonna do for the rest of the day? oh yes, treatment plans for the new boys. abd brainstorming for the program. and more thoughts. lots to do.. kelly will be going off soon. so i'd be able to concentrate on my work. wahahah. office bully- kelly.

*luffs

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