-Saturday, July 24, 2004-

first S23 Cellgroup Meeting

yestie i was feeling sick. felt giddy and cold.. and wanna puke. just felt sick. think i'm too tired recently..

jisheng graduated from swp le.. finally. hehe. kianhwee came back yestie too.. but didn't talk to him much cos very busy yestie in the ofc..

the cellgroup was great. i enjoyed leading the prayer meeting.. long time never got prayer meeting le i tink. and it's new group of people i am praying with... the cellgroup meeting was fantastic! the presence of God was strong and there was ministry... i really sensed the presence and anointing of God coming upon me... after the meeting, the cellgroup celebrated my birthday! cool. i never thought they'd celebrate on cellgroup day.. cool. they bought the bag which i saw at 77th street yestie. the bag that i realli 'yi jian zhong qing' de.. the day before yestie kelly, denise, anthony and me were at tampines mall 77th street den i saw this realli nice, funky and cool handbag and they all said it's 'very me'.. haha. well i felt quite sad then cos that time quite broke and have to give to missions.. so cannot buy. but thank God got nice cell members.. hee.

this morning supposed to go bac to TJC to visit mr tong de.. but i was very tired and got sligh headache so never go le. recently always cannot wake up, or wake up le will be dizzy or got headache. sigh. why like that. getting old le huh? hehe.. tink must drink more water.. that time shixiong say when people go above 20 den will have lower metabolism rate. that time i hear le den keep luffing oni, now i tink what he say very true wor. heehee.

recently when i pray, i keep praying the same thing and asking God for breakthru for an area of my life. quite hard.. so mush keep praying, i believe God will set me free and gimme breaktrhu de. so if u also got no breakthru in some areas of ur life, must keep praying also ok? hehe.. dunno y i suddenly say this, mayb becos i wan to verbalise my faith! God surely will gimme the strength to change and become a better and stronger person de.

i am not what i want or what God wants me to be yet.. i am still progressing. in fact, everyone is progressin cos no one on earth is perfect. God loves us and He will always want us to progress. so it hurts when i know that people see others as what they are now and judge them as what they are now. i may not 'qualify' to be the kind of friend that u're looking for, but that doesn't mean i will always be like what i am now! i am always becoming better and stronger in Christ. wait and see! :P

in the same way, if i had hurt u or made u feel that u're not worthy to be my friend, i am sorry! i realli do love you.. just that i prolly dunno how to express it.. i was prolly too caught up in 'my own world' previously. gimme time to change and improve. from now! =)

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