-Friday, March 25, 2005-

not my dae

hmm. kinda down today. actualli i was pretty okie. but my mood got drenched by some nitty gritty teeny weeny thing that happened in dah office todae. guess it's partly my own fault. i'm just so irritable today. went out to cool down and i cried when i told firdaus how i felt. it's good to have someone hear u out, some friends who care. but it's not everyone who is like that realli. some people are just friends to a certain limit. but some friends who'll just be so close to ur heart, even if u dun see each other everyday. just like nana and rara! met up with nana today, and cedric kang too. man, i am so sorry.. i am too tired today so last min decided to not watch movie. my eyes have reached the dehydration limit i guess. haha. can't take it anymore. nana, i still love u lots.. i'm not buried by work.. hee. this week is pretty tight la.

argh, we went to bucky's and now mah tummy's upset. hmmm, mayb not of the drink. recently mah meals have been realli irregular. no time to eat. :(

i have to admit that life is never fair. only God is. i always tot if i be a good person, dun sin, dun hate, dun kill etc etc, people wun come and disturb me and hurt me. but it's not true ya know? it's a jungle out there. i'm sorry for losing myself today. guess i nid to have a bigger heart. or mayb today i am just irritable. :(

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