-Wednesday, September 13, 2006-

Launch of TeamAxis Blog

it's up!

http://teamaxis.blogspot.com

these days had been quite empty.

weather is quite hot.

i asked my mum has she ever felt tired doing the same thing over and over again for the past 30 years [she's been a housewife since 30 years ago]. she gave me a smile and said if she don't do it, no one will do and eventually she still has to do. i asked her again if she felt tired, and she said no.

i guess it's my problem then. my interest span [u know, like, concentration span] is like so short. i get tired of doin the same things over and over again. maybe i'm still young? i remember my mum said that she does get fed-up easily when she was in her twenties. in her 30s and 40s she was quite naggy and fierce and objects to things she dun like. now that she's 50, she's become so much more peaceful, less naggy and seems to still enjoy doing the same things over and over again.

sometimes i go to work late, so i'd see her wake up at 8.30am or 9am. she'd start doing stuff in the kitchen, or going to get groceries. then i'd see her putting things up at the window area to put them under the sun. she'd watch tv for a while and after that lie down at the sofa to rest. when she wakes up, she'd prepare dinner. sometimes in the afternoon she'd go to punggol plaza or rivervale mall. the furthest place she'd travel on her own is to my 5th aunt's place at woodlands.

everyday, every week, every month, every year for the past 3 decades, doing the same things! ahhhhhhh! can i do that?

something is wrong with me?

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