-Thursday, August 05, 2004-

my brother's back in singapore!

thank God for safety! yay. my brother's back in singapore! i tink he didn't buy lotsa things, cos he went backpacking and his backpack was already SOOOO BIG when he left singapore... so there isn't much space to buy stuff back. he remembered my birthday present tho, a necklace. nice! looks kinda cyber.

hmm, i saw chocolates on the table.. *hees. but i needa cut down on these RICH foods nowadays.. SPICY food too. making my tummy sick. *saddedz.

ohyea, brother bought DAvidoff Cool Water for me... happie! he bought the big bottle 100ml.. quite ex wor.. *heartpain. hehe. but i got what i wan anyway!

so tired today. went for the power team meeting. hmm. at night, we went for the yellow ribbon thingy at touch community centre.

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feel kinda weird recently. i have alot of things in my heart, which i dunno who to share with. in fact, there's no one i can share with except with God. the reason why i haven't shared with anyone human, is becos 1) i dunno who to talk to, 2) i dunno how to explain how i feel, 3) how i feel is probably wrong?... haiz. dunno. i feel very tired. i really feel veryveryvery tired... and kinda sick of the way i am.

will i change? i wanna change!

everything's so weird. i feel very restricted. i feel that i dun have the liberty to be the real me. ever since the changes... i'm gonna go crazy soon if i dun find a way out. *stressed. why is everything so hard. why is life so full of uncertainties? why do i need to face so mani things??

sorry... if i make u worry abt me. i am fine... just abit confused about things. how??


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